Monday, February 22, 2010
Marah was written at 12:11 PM
Last night my thoughts came like thunder storms. It was hectic I didn't know what to do and it all led me to exhaustion; tarus tetidur. Nyaman tidur ku. Haha..
Anyways, from now on my business is mine and yours is of course, yours. I hate depending. I seriously hate it. I'd rather be bored and jobless than sink so low to come to you. Not anymore. I can live on my own and I can be happy on my own. I am of course thankful for all your help but seriously.. You are obsessed. Maybe I'm just jealous but fuck lah.. I hope when I'm at that level, I'll give you the same treatment and you will know how I feel. Wait, you fucking will and I'll make sure of that.
Enough is enough and I'll begone for now.
Anyways, from now on my business is mine and yours is of course, yours. I hate depending. I seriously hate it. I'd rather be bored and jobless than sink so low to come to you. Not anymore. I can live on my own and I can be happy on my own. I am of course thankful for all your help but seriously.. You are obsessed. Maybe I'm just jealous but fuck lah.. I hope when I'm at that level, I'll give you the same treatment and you will know how I feel. Wait, you fucking will and I'll make sure of that.
Enough is enough and I'll begone for now.
You got me XOXO,
Wedah
Saturday, February 13, 2010
was written at 9:54 PM
The famous steed. Haha!
Izzy's advance birthday surprise and goodbye party.
A shoot of Miri. HAHA.So anyways, I've hit the rocks. Of a certain subject. Not about studies and not about family; well it's something else.. Ok aku rambling lah ah so just fuckin bare with me..
I start with this incident..
This person (let's call that person A) claims that I'm doing such stuff to get to si A. I mean A claims it as such but I fuckin didn't do what the hell A claims atu wah. None! And ok I may did some of the things but none of the fuckin stuff were done with the false reason that A thought of! To the point that it looked like A is the victim.. by ME.
I mean, seriously if you're that close to me you'd wonder tu.. Wahidah Wahab attacked A? Ok~ Very interesting~ *eksenku*
I mean, I'm fuckin harmless!
I told various people about it (and I REALLY MEAN IT WHEN I SAID VARIOUS) and all their reactions were the same, be it the guys and the girls. So it made me realised..
I'm done. Screw you. It's gone. My thoughts, my feelings; gone. Nada. Lenyap. I don't want it anymore. I mean the more I think about it, the more I just detest you.. and I don't want to detest you. I might as well stop it and freeze it while it's still beautiful. I'm done. Done. Done. DONE!
All I got to say is, goodbye, good luck and see you next time! XD
I start with this incident..
This person (let's call that person A) claims that I'm doing such stuff to get to si A. I mean A claims it as such but I fuckin didn't do what the hell A claims atu wah. None! And ok I may did some of the things but none of the fuckin stuff were done with the false reason that A thought of! To the point that it looked like A is the victim.. by ME.
I mean, seriously if you're that close to me you'd wonder tu.. Wahidah Wahab attacked A? Ok~ Very interesting~ *eksenku*
I mean, I'm fuckin harmless!
I told various people about it (and I REALLY MEAN IT WHEN I SAID VARIOUS) and all their reactions were the same, be it the guys and the girls. So it made me realised..
I'm done. Screw you. It's gone. My thoughts, my feelings; gone. Nada. Lenyap. I don't want it anymore. I mean the more I think about it, the more I just detest you.. and I don't want to detest you. I might as well stop it and freeze it while it's still beautiful. I'm done. Done. Done. DONE!
All I got to say is, goodbye, good luck and see you next time! XD
You got me XOXO,
Wedah
Friday, February 12, 2010
was written at 3:45 PM
I SWEAR I JUST WANT TO RIP HER HEAD OFF.
ALL YOU EVER DO IS MESSAGE ME TO PICK YOU UP CAUSE YOU'RE BORED, ASK ME BILA BEJALAN RAMAI-RAMAI AND ASK ME BILA LAGI NETBALL.. AND YOU EXPECT ME TO CATER ALL YOUR NEEDS? ENTAH KAU.
ALL YOU EVER DO IS MESSAGE ME TO PICK YOU UP CAUSE YOU'RE BORED, ASK ME BILA BEJALAN RAMAI-RAMAI AND ASK ME BILA LAGI NETBALL.. AND YOU EXPECT ME TO CATER ALL YOUR NEEDS? ENTAH KAU.
You got me XOXO,
Wedah
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
was written at 1:41 PM
The advantages for having a brother who has the same music taste as you do:
- When you really want to listen to their albums, you don't have to waste your own money to buy it cause they'll be in line already with their money.
- When you're in love with a certain song and you want to listen to it pronto, just go to their playlist and in a snap you're listening to it just like that; that easy.
Well atu saja I can think of. =)
Anyways, my mind has set.. And all hell shall fall ni. Atulah ah. Fuck it.
- When you really want to listen to their albums, you don't have to waste your own money to buy it cause they'll be in line already with their money.
- When you're in love with a certain song and you want to listen to it pronto, just go to their playlist and in a snap you're listening to it just like that; that easy.
Well atu saja I can think of. =)
Anyways, my mind has set.. And all hell shall fall ni. Atulah ah. Fuck it.
You got me XOXO,
Wedah
Saturday, February 6, 2010
was written at 1:27 AM
Saya JOBLESS.BERABIS.
BANAR.
I TELL NO LIE.
HAHA.
So jobless that I ACTUALLY CLEANED MY ROOM. Inda pulang awesome ah how I cleaned it but really. Jobless..
Ok tadi, bangun akhir. Tapi palaw lah. HEHE. Atu, I was suppose to have driving lessons but I seriously didn't want to. So I turned off my hp supaya if he messages then I can act like the hp is off or something so that I didn't have to go. But then, sigh. Ada tia ia memessage cakap today nada class and I'm all, "If I knew, indaku payah have panic spasms." Pasal I was panic the whole day and macam I didn't know pukul berapa the time lah ah and was too scared to turn the hp on to check. He's like my old Physics teacher. -__-' Very the making me more panic than usual.
So I woke up and basically spent the whole day dapan laptop. Then chatted with a fellow jobless and we talked about jobless stuff. Sekali the fellow went offline so makin tia rasa jobless itu seperti membunuh diriku that I drove to Yui's pakai Land Cruiser yang actually rusak brakes nya.. As so my dad had told me. But when I braked parking dapan rumah my bungsu, it stopped pulang ah so..Lucky? I guess. So then cerita cerita di rumah Yui. Then I got so bored I just went home and gave myself a body scrub. Au. I did. Sekali datang the cousin of mine, Ziemah. So we talked and hanged. Then ia balik, my mum asked me to pick my brother up di post office Bunut pakai kerita mamaku yang basar yang aku inda berani pakai. So I drove very to the pelahan therelah ah.
Then malamnya, I ate. Like 3x. Nasi, bread then nasi lagi. Sigh. Then went upstairs and dapan laptop. Sekali my cousin beranak! So we went to the hospital. As in dad and me lah ah. Sekali a beautiful baby girl who weight 3.8kg! Atta girl! Cutelah ah pokoknya.. Serious shit. Congratulations!
I was so bored today. Berabis. I just hope tomorrow lights up..
Ok tadi, bangun akhir. Tapi palaw lah. HEHE. Atu, I was suppose to have driving lessons but I seriously didn't want to. So I turned off my hp supaya if he messages then I can act like the hp is off or something so that I didn't have to go. But then, sigh. Ada tia ia memessage cakap today nada class and I'm all, "If I knew, indaku payah have panic spasms." Pasal I was panic the whole day and macam I didn't know pukul berapa the time lah ah and was too scared to turn the hp on to check. He's like my old Physics teacher. -__-' Very the making me more panic than usual.
So I woke up and basically spent the whole day dapan laptop. Then chatted with a fellow jobless and we talked about jobless stuff. Sekali the fellow went offline so makin tia rasa jobless itu seperti membunuh diriku that I drove to Yui's pakai Land Cruiser yang actually rusak brakes nya.. As so my dad had told me. But when I braked parking dapan rumah my bungsu, it stopped pulang ah so..Lucky? I guess. So then cerita cerita di rumah Yui. Then I got so bored I just went home and gave myself a body scrub. Au. I did. Sekali datang the cousin of mine, Ziemah. So we talked and hanged. Then ia balik, my mum asked me to pick my brother up di post office Bunut pakai kerita mamaku yang basar yang aku inda berani pakai. So I drove very to the pelahan therelah ah.
Then malamnya, I ate. Like 3x. Nasi, bread then nasi lagi. Sigh. Then went upstairs and dapan laptop. Sekali my cousin beranak! So we went to the hospital. As in dad and me lah ah. Sekali a beautiful baby girl who weight 3.8kg! Atta girl! Cutelah ah pokoknya.. Serious shit. Congratulations!
I was so bored today. Berabis. I just hope tomorrow lights up..
You got me XOXO,
Wedah
Monday, February 1, 2010
**** ** was written at 11:58 PM
Aku bored. Hantap. Serious shit.
Anyways, driving lesson is traumatic. Banar. My instructor atu kali but yeah. Sigh. He said I'm ok tapi common sense atu nada. Macam, I very insulted. Whatever eh. Hahah.. Kept delaying my time kan exam. He freaking scares me. 7 or 8 hours kah udah I don't remember. Fuck it.
And then aku stress pasal aku only daughter and the eldest -__-'. Aku jalan wherever kana telipun constantly being asked where am I crap like I'm going to commit suicide, take weed or worst.. *gasp* come home late -__-'. Serious shit mum, I'm a good girl bah. Even if I do baolah, it's a disgrace really.. It's like baby level. Fuck it I know you love me berabis yatah cematu atu =).
Sekalikan I feel sad that aku kana pikir cemani-cemani when infact I'm not. I mean, do I really give out that kind of aura? Macam, when it seems like such signals, you assume it is as such? Macam, pleaselah as long as I don't say it out loud that such signals are what you think then it's not tah tu.. So jangan tah perasan. Did I do something wrong kah sampai you're blind udah and tarus pikir I'm that way? It doesn't make me mad pulang ah..But fuck it. Whateverlah.
As for him, haha au lama udah inda cakap pasal ia ah. Still hurts. But not so much since kabal sudah atu kali. And macam, I'm slowly getting used to it. I have no complaints. I'm just letting it be lah ah. Hahah. What I do know lah ah..I think I'm getting back to my old pace ie: getting back to my old habits. So, que sera sera. Fuck it. Haha.
And then there's her. Allah pleaselah. Bukannya apa lah ah.. I have one like you already on my back and I don't need another you. Serious shit. Mun udah menghilang baru kan betanya khabar crap. You don't care about me I know so. So in return, I dont care as well. Sorrylah saya kasar but it's the damn truth. Fuck it.
Then you guys pleaselah ah. Don't think I'm this type of girl bah. Don't assume that I think like the girls you know. Cause I don't. I mean, serious shit if I did, you wouldn't be talking to me right now wah. Fuck it.
Aight. Ahah sorry for the explicits.
Anyways, driving lesson is traumatic. Banar. My instructor atu kali but yeah. Sigh. He said I'm ok tapi common sense atu nada. Macam, I very insulted. Whatever eh. Hahah.. Kept delaying my time kan exam. He freaking scares me. 7 or 8 hours kah udah I don't remember. Fuck it.
And then aku stress pasal aku only daughter and the eldest -__-'. Aku jalan wherever kana telipun constantly being asked where am I crap like I'm going to commit suicide, take weed or worst.. *gasp* come home late -__-'. Serious shit mum, I'm a good girl bah. Even if I do baolah, it's a disgrace really.. It's like baby level. Fuck it I know you love me berabis yatah cematu atu =).
Sekalikan I feel sad that aku kana pikir cemani-cemani when infact I'm not. I mean, do I really give out that kind of aura? Macam, when it seems like such signals, you assume it is as such? Macam, pleaselah as long as I don't say it out loud that such signals are what you think then it's not tah tu.. So jangan tah perasan. Did I do something wrong kah sampai you're blind udah and tarus pikir I'm that way? It doesn't make me mad pulang ah..But fuck it. Whateverlah.
As for him, haha au lama udah inda cakap pasal ia ah. Still hurts. But not so much since kabal sudah atu kali. And macam, I'm slowly getting used to it. I have no complaints. I'm just letting it be lah ah. Hahah. What I do know lah ah..I think I'm getting back to my old pace ie: getting back to my old habits. So, que sera sera. Fuck it. Haha.
And then there's her. Allah pleaselah. Bukannya apa lah ah.. I have one like you already on my back and I don't need another you. Serious shit. Mun udah menghilang baru kan betanya khabar crap. You don't care about me I know so. So in return, I dont care as well. Sorrylah saya kasar but it's the damn truth. Fuck it.
Then you guys pleaselah ah. Don't think I'm this type of girl bah. Don't assume that I think like the girls you know. Cause I don't. I mean, serious shit if I did, you wouldn't be talking to me right now wah. Fuck it.
Aight. Ahah sorry for the explicits.
You got me XOXO,
Wedah