Monday, February 1, 2010
**** ** was written at 11:58 PM
Aku bored. Hantap. Serious shit.
Anyways, driving lesson is traumatic. Banar. My instructor atu kali but yeah. Sigh. He said I'm ok tapi common sense atu nada. Macam, I very insulted. Whatever eh. Hahah.. Kept delaying my time kan exam. He freaking scares me. 7 or 8 hours kah udah I don't remember. Fuck it.
And then aku stress pasal aku only daughter and the eldest -__-'. Aku jalan wherever kana telipun constantly being asked where am I crap like I'm going to commit suicide, take weed or worst.. *gasp* come home late -__-'. Serious shit mum, I'm a good girl bah. Even if I do baolah, it's a disgrace really.. It's like baby level. Fuck it I know you love me berabis yatah cematu atu =).
Sekalikan I feel sad that aku kana pikir cemani-cemani when infact I'm not. I mean, do I really give out that kind of aura? Macam, when it seems like such signals, you assume it is as such? Macam, pleaselah as long as I don't say it out loud that such signals are what you think then it's not tah tu.. So jangan tah perasan. Did I do something wrong kah sampai you're blind udah and tarus pikir I'm that way? It doesn't make me mad pulang ah..But fuck it. Whateverlah.
As for him, haha au lama udah inda cakap pasal ia ah. Still hurts. But not so much since kabal sudah atu kali. And macam, I'm slowly getting used to it. I have no complaints. I'm just letting it be lah ah. Hahah. What I do know lah ah..I think I'm getting back to my old pace ie: getting back to my old habits. So, que sera sera. Fuck it. Haha.
And then there's her. Allah pleaselah. Bukannya apa lah ah.. I have one like you already on my back and I don't need another you. Serious shit. Mun udah menghilang baru kan betanya khabar crap. You don't care about me I know so. So in return, I dont care as well. Sorrylah saya kasar but it's the damn truth. Fuck it.
Then you guys pleaselah ah. Don't think I'm this type of girl bah. Don't assume that I think like the girls you know. Cause I don't. I mean, serious shit if I did, you wouldn't be talking to me right now wah. Fuck it.
Aight. Ahah sorry for the explicits.
Anyways, driving lesson is traumatic. Banar. My instructor atu kali but yeah. Sigh. He said I'm ok tapi common sense atu nada. Macam, I very insulted. Whatever eh. Hahah.. Kept delaying my time kan exam. He freaking scares me. 7 or 8 hours kah udah I don't remember. Fuck it.
And then aku stress pasal aku only daughter and the eldest -__-'. Aku jalan wherever kana telipun constantly being asked where am I crap like I'm going to commit suicide, take weed or worst.. *gasp* come home late -__-'. Serious shit mum, I'm a good girl bah. Even if I do baolah, it's a disgrace really.. It's like baby level. Fuck it I know you love me berabis yatah cematu atu =).
Sekalikan I feel sad that aku kana pikir cemani-cemani when infact I'm not. I mean, do I really give out that kind of aura? Macam, when it seems like such signals, you assume it is as such? Macam, pleaselah as long as I don't say it out loud that such signals are what you think then it's not tah tu.. So jangan tah perasan. Did I do something wrong kah sampai you're blind udah and tarus pikir I'm that way? It doesn't make me mad pulang ah..But fuck it. Whateverlah.
As for him, haha au lama udah inda cakap pasal ia ah. Still hurts. But not so much since kabal sudah atu kali. And macam, I'm slowly getting used to it. I have no complaints. I'm just letting it be lah ah. Hahah. What I do know lah ah..I think I'm getting back to my old pace ie: getting back to my old habits. So, que sera sera. Fuck it. Haha.
And then there's her. Allah pleaselah. Bukannya apa lah ah.. I have one like you already on my back and I don't need another you. Serious shit. Mun udah menghilang baru kan betanya khabar crap. You don't care about me I know so. So in return, I dont care as well. Sorrylah saya kasar but it's the damn truth. Fuck it.
Then you guys pleaselah ah. Don't think I'm this type of girl bah. Don't assume that I think like the girls you know. Cause I don't. I mean, serious shit if I did, you wouldn't be talking to me right now wah. Fuck it.
Aight. Ahah sorry for the explicits.
You got me XOXO,
Wedah