Wednesday, November 18, 2009
was written at 12:22 AM
Today was highly progressive.. Hehe.
Woke up at 6 and was sleepy like shit.. the headache I felt last night was gone thankfully to the panadol. I don't really try to eat panadols when I have those aches but sigh, last night was one of those nights. I kept clicking 'snooze' of my mobile then basically woke up at 8.
Itu ini apa, sampai sekulah pukul 9. Went to the library and orang tekejut that I came to school.. I'm going to miss that. Hahah. The bini was having her exams so I is at the library with the other binis: Shidah and Peejah. We talk saja lah ah time atu.
Then went to the gym. We were planning on playing netball but sadly the gym was occupied by PE teachers.. Ada conference crap. Then, I was really hungry basically so skipped my house punya drama to eat. Sorry ah Laksamana especially Izzy and Zureen.. I was freakin hungry. Hee.
So we borrowed Abang Azim Bedada Karas' car and drove to Deyana and ate. Indian food lah ah mostly sana then I tried Fiqah's Cheese Gobi, AMAZING. AKU MAU LAGI. Haha. Sekali.. Sana baibun and crap. Super fun. Hahah.
It was raining by the time we were done so lari saja masuk ke kereta and then went to the airport ambil duit. Then ke Hua Ho kami bali stuff.
Back at school, kami inda tau kan buat apa since we can't play netball so we opted on watching our guys lawan footie. Gila wah yoh, hengsam abang abang ku sana ah especially abang Liiiau. Haha. Abang Aziiim pun wah hot giler~ Hahaha.. It was fun cheering for them and the junies.. Damn son. Munawir, Kiat sama si Rahman. Hello. Haha. Kaka don't bite lah XD. HAHA. Abang Najiiib cool wah kana tamparan ah. Don't know ah but I think they got into the semi finals. I think.
Udah akhir atu, we decided to screw it and play netball. With these juniors. Awal awal it was freaking annoying yoh. Especially these junies. Rasakanku raum. I don't know about them but I wanted to play for fun but then the junies ani think it's some kind of competition. Labih. Kami inda jua nagur durang ah pasal durang punya footwork crap, tapi durang..rasakanku tampar. Hantap. Memberi gali wah.. Cakap itu lah ini lah, ia sama jua. Mihir. Especially the girl with the flats! Baka yoh.. Hello lah dang ah mun kan kurang ajar atu do it to the junies. Banci! Attitude! Pui!
After thatliat lagi durang main footie then ada my mum, went home.
How am I you may ask? I'm fine. Headacheku keeps coming ah. I feel weird with it and I seriously think I need to check on it. Maybe it's releasing its strain but I repeat, it feels weird.. Haha entah eh.
Paranoia is hitting me right now as well; I feel some people see me as something I'd never wish for.. So I'm being cynical nowadays. It's been this way since forever nganya now, I don't want to feel this way again. I don't want to be lemah.. I don't want to be used. I don't want to be treated like.. I'm just this convenience. Serious shit.
Sigh. Ah well. Esuk sprint maths and I'll be the photographer. HEHE.
Woke up at 6 and was sleepy like shit.. the headache I felt last night was gone thankfully to the panadol. I don't really try to eat panadols when I have those aches but sigh, last night was one of those nights. I kept clicking 'snooze' of my mobile then basically woke up at 8.
Itu ini apa, sampai sekulah pukul 9. Went to the library and orang tekejut that I came to school.. I'm going to miss that. Hahah. The bini was having her exams so I is at the library with the other binis: Shidah and Peejah. We talk saja lah ah time atu.
Then went to the gym. We were planning on playing netball but sadly the gym was occupied by PE teachers.. Ada conference crap. Then, I was really hungry basically so skipped my house punya drama to eat. Sorry ah Laksamana especially Izzy and Zureen.. I was freakin hungry. Hee.
So we borrowed Abang Azim Bedada Karas' car and drove to Deyana and ate. Indian food lah ah mostly sana then I tried Fiqah's Cheese Gobi, AMAZING. AKU MAU LAGI. Haha. Sekali.. Sana baibun and crap. Super fun. Hahah.
It was raining by the time we were done so lari saja masuk ke kereta and then went to the airport ambil duit. Then ke Hua Ho kami bali stuff.
Back at school, kami inda tau kan buat apa since we can't play netball so we opted on watching our guys lawan footie. Gila wah yoh, hengsam abang abang ku sana ah especially abang Liiiau. Haha. Abang Aziiim pun wah hot giler~ Hahaha.. It was fun cheering for them and the junies.. Damn son. Munawir, Kiat sama si Rahman. Hello. Haha. Kaka don't bite lah XD. HAHA. Abang Najiiib cool wah kana tamparan ah. Don't know ah but I think they got into the semi finals. I think.
Udah akhir atu, we decided to screw it and play netball. With these juniors. Awal awal it was freaking annoying yoh. Especially these junies. Rasakanku raum. I don't know about them but I wanted to play for fun but then the junies ani think it's some kind of competition. Labih. Kami inda jua nagur durang ah pasal durang punya footwork crap, tapi durang..rasakanku tampar. Hantap. Memberi gali wah.. Cakap itu lah ini lah, ia sama jua. Mihir. Especially the girl with the flats! Baka yoh.. Hello lah dang ah mun kan kurang ajar atu do it to the junies. Banci! Attitude! Pui!
After thatliat lagi durang main footie then ada my mum, went home.
How am I you may ask? I'm fine. Headacheku keeps coming ah. I feel weird with it and I seriously think I need to check on it. Maybe it's releasing its strain but I repeat, it feels weird.. Haha entah eh.
Paranoia is hitting me right now as well; I feel some people see me as something I'd never wish for.. So I'm being cynical nowadays. It's been this way since forever nganya now, I don't want to feel this way again. I don't want to be lemah.. I don't want to be used. I don't want to be treated like.. I'm just this convenience. Serious shit.
Sigh. Ah well. Esuk sprint maths and I'll be the photographer. HEHE.
You got me XOXO,
Wedah
Monday, November 16, 2009
was written at 10:42 PM
FREEDOM FEELS LIKE..
Raya being dicovered at 4pm. Then, you go to a rock spa and relax yourself there, drinking their oxygenated water and teh halia. After that you eat at Fluer De Lys: Carbonara, Carrot cake and drink cold chocolate.
FREEDOM!!! XD
I'M FREAKIN FREE YOH and the bini shall join me tomorrow at 11am. I hope she opens her baju XD. Haha that sounded so wrong but yeah I don't care. I'm sure I'm a healthy girl with healthy needs: abs and man boobs. HAHA.
So the journey starts now I guess.. No more school to back you up when you have nothing to do; no more homework and projects crap. Now you gotta make yourself look useful to the society by.. Well doing stuff. Work with pay especially, a very clearcut and easy way to make people see that you're making yourself useful. I hope I'll start my driving lessons..NOW. If possible.
My maid's going back to her homeland on the 15th. My family and I will be joining her as well cause my mum apparently wants to breathe in clear village air, which I'm feeling only smells like chicken dung and swamp. Sorry, this is a city girl talking. Surabaya to be exact; the place we'll be going to I mean. I hope we'll just spend a day at the village then most of the time shopping. HAHA. Kurang hasam bunyinya aku ah.
I hope we'll be going to KK as well though. I love that place. Seriously. It's my favourite stop EVER. KALAH MIRI. KALAH SINGAPORE. Ok I tak back the Singapore part but yeah, MIRI. Preferably stay at the hotels near Api-api and you're basically free to roam there. Takoyaki at Wisma -something-, 3 F.O.S, Vincci, McD nya 24hours and you can just walk there sendiri. Bahaya pulang but just bring the whole troop there and you feel safe really. Go to the pulau which once again I forgot to recall the name, naik gunung, One Borneo and the long ride to go there! XD I love it there.
So my school's agenda for now is: Drama, Netball, Ucas and Balikkan Buku..
So the journey starts now I guess.. No more school to back you up when you have nothing to do; no more homework and projects crap. Now you gotta make yourself look useful to the society by.. Well doing stuff. Work with pay especially, a very clearcut and easy way to make people see that you're making yourself useful. I hope I'll start my driving lessons..NOW. If possible.
My maid's going back to her homeland on the 15th. My family and I will be joining her as well cause my mum apparently wants to breathe in clear village air, which I'm feeling only smells like chicken dung and swamp. Sorry, this is a city girl talking. Surabaya to be exact; the place we'll be going to I mean. I hope we'll just spend a day at the village then most of the time shopping. HAHA. Kurang hasam bunyinya aku ah.
I hope we'll be going to KK as well though. I love that place. Seriously. It's my favourite stop EVER. KALAH MIRI. KALAH SINGAPORE. Ok I tak back the Singapore part but yeah, MIRI. Preferably stay at the hotels near Api-api and you're basically free to roam there. Takoyaki at Wisma -something-, 3 F.O.S, Vincci, McD nya 24hours and you can just walk there sendiri. Bahaya pulang but just bring the whole troop there and you feel safe really. Go to the pulau which once again I forgot to recall the name, naik gunung, One Borneo and the long ride to go there! XD I love it there.
So my school's agenda for now is: Drama, Netball, Ucas and Balikkan Buku..
You got me XOXO,
Wedah
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
was written at 12:17 AM
Physics paper was TORTURE.
Hantap.
Enough said.
4 more to go.
Hantap.
Enough said.
4 more to go.
You got me XOXO,
Wedah
Thursday, November 5, 2009
was written at 1:01 AM
I don't feel good.
You got me XOXO,
Wedah
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
was written at 12:44 AM
Insomnia's kicking in.. -__-'
I was on my way to look through these certain pictures just now but then inda ku jadi cause I was having a heartattack when it was just loading.. Imagine what it'll do to me when I do look through them; death pakah. =/
Kemarin I had the most fun ever, kana dulur jalan ani wah. First we went to pantai Serasa picnic, then ke Mall dangani kaAmal and abangSideq gunting rambut and then lastly ke JP main ayun ayun. I seriously love ayun ayun; the feeling time arah ayun ayun atu when you're way up high then time turun atu rasanya gali.. Hahah.. Thank you X).
Tadi raun raun my Kg dalam 3x kah. Sekali I ate like a cow. Banar. I'm happy about it actually. Hahah X).
I was chanting these words at a time today:
New guy sila datang~ Sila datang~ Sila masuk ke dalam hidup I~ Sila~
Hahah X).
Shizit.
Aku mau:
McDonald's milkshake sama burger.
Sama Jolibee's spagetthi.
Sama Ideal's belgian waffles.
Sama KFC's Wedges.
Sama salad.
Boh.
I think aku pms right now pasal I'm obviously craving blindly, my 'feelings show' for Pho Phuck Lai hantap on the maximum power sama my acne's acting up; life's good.
HEHE. Life's Good.
Oh I read these words from PD vol.10. Apparently it's called the Serenity Prayer and I like it. It goes something like..
"I can't change the things that're unchanged but I pray to have the courage to change the ones that I can and the wisdom to differentiate them."
Cool ah.
Aku rambling.. Cool. Hahah.
My life is pretty much boring right now. Besides exams that's suppose to give me the heartattack, I've pretty much have been doing nothing to improve myself in.. anything. Cooking kah, cleaning kah or studying kah.. Nothing. I guess I should be worried but I don't give a fuck ah =/. Serious.
PMS tah banar.
=/
I was on my way to look through these certain pictures just now but then inda ku jadi cause I was having a heartattack when it was just loading.. Imagine what it'll do to me when I do look through them; death pakah. =/
Kemarin I had the most fun ever, kana dulur jalan ani wah. First we went to pantai Serasa picnic, then ke Mall dangani kaAmal and abangSideq gunting rambut and then lastly ke JP main ayun ayun. I seriously love ayun ayun; the feeling time arah ayun ayun atu when you're way up high then time turun atu rasanya gali.. Hahah.. Thank you X).
Tadi raun raun my Kg dalam 3x kah. Sekali I ate like a cow. Banar. I'm happy about it actually. Hahah X).
I was chanting these words at a time today:
New guy sila datang~ Sila datang~ Sila masuk ke dalam hidup I~ Sila~
Hahah X).
Shizit.
Aku mau:
McDonald's milkshake sama burger.
Sama Jolibee's spagetthi.
Sama Ideal's belgian waffles.
Sama KFC's Wedges.
Sama salad.
Boh.
I think aku pms right now pasal I'm obviously craving blindly, my 'feelings show' for Pho Phuck Lai hantap on the maximum power sama my acne's acting up; life's good.
HEHE. Life's Good.
Oh I read these words from PD vol.10. Apparently it's called the Serenity Prayer and I like it. It goes something like..
"I can't change the things that're unchanged but I pray to have the courage to change the ones that I can and the wisdom to differentiate them."
Cool ah.
Aku rambling.. Cool. Hahah.
My life is pretty much boring right now. Besides exams that's suppose to give me the heartattack, I've pretty much have been doing nothing to improve myself in.. anything. Cooking kah, cleaning kah or studying kah.. Nothing. I guess I should be worried but I don't give a fuck ah =/. Serious.
PMS tah banar.
=/
You got me XOXO,
Wedah