Monday, August 24, 2009
Feelings Show was written at 7:36 PM
I'm really -something- right now. Atulah ah pokoknya. I'm not eating that much even sungkai..Minum pun macam, I should, atleast water but it just wouldn't go in. My mind's restless so I walk around alot and always end up tempat Si Yui..Sana tahku tu duduk banggang macam inda sadar diri. Hahah.. Inda jalan kaki, I use the car raun the kampung. If lah inda puasa ni I bring all to play netball. Banar tah. Hahah.Anyways, I'm going to start rambling ni lai jangan jua. If inda paham diam saja and if paham, pun diam sajalah ah.. hahah.
The problem with me is that I'm forgetful and tactless. And I don't trust my feelings easily. Even if I may sound like I'm really open and the stuff that I say sound unimportant but I say them because IT IS important.. You, of all people noticed it.
Maybe you think I say things without sincerity cause of the tone of my voice but the reason I use that tone is because I'm not confident.. I'm scared. I am never confident. And I don't, never utter beautiful words without sincerity. Cause that's not me.. I don't even utter them that much to my parents, who deserve them more than anybody I know. I can never say my feelings right.. Never.. but you can see it by how I move about, my expression apa.. I just hope you get that.
I am never insincere about my feelings and that's why I'm afraid of them.. Cause they're too strong and I fear people see it macam I'm this psycho thing. I am not. I'm paranoid, never confident and very random. Macam I have this gazillion ways to say it and in the end I won't say it cause I'll end up stuck on how to say it, I'll be scared if nobody accepts it and I fear that I'd use the wrong way on how to say it.
And I think I say my plans crap so that I'd feel I have back up when I'm hurt, padahal I've been hurt selama ani. Even before you came.
Yes aku inda ngana but please just bare with me.
I like every part of you: yang cali, who listens to me, the one who talks to my brothers, who looks at me all sincere and..well banyak lagi but I feel funny saying them here.
But my point is,
I like you. Believe me, never doubt it. I look like I don't because I'm scared that you won't like me so I might as well back off first. And again, I repeat. I is the paranoid type.
I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you.
I just need to let this out and I don't care. It's my time to sound membari watir. It's my time to say what I want.
Aight I'm done. Hahah. Phewh.
You got me XOXO,
Wedah
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Nyoya was written at 7:39 PM
Haha..
I need to step it up eh. I mean really..
I FREAKING NEED TO ALWAYS BRING MY CAMERA AROUND!
SERIOUSLY!
I was absent yesterday sal apakah aku inda ingat (eksenku). So yeah rupanya hari ani Cigu Rosita Melanja kami (her Mech class) makan! Well macam, I knew about it udah last night ganya I couldn't believe it lah ah and ada jua berita maybe Thursday yang cigu lanja. Sekali nah! It was today!
AND I DIDN'T BRING MY FREAKING CAMERA!
Sedihku. Ah well.
Anyways,
she treated us all to Nyoya. Haha. So macam, damn! Inda alang alang wah cigu lanja kami ah.. Yatah I'm all THANK YOU CHER!!!
So I was in 1 table dengan, Ekin, Fudge and Zaty; with the boys: Shahminan, Abg Mizan, Seng (cina), Alai Hafiz, Amer sama Keris. Haha. So kami punya food was:
- Selungsung Asam.
- HK Kailan with scallops.
- Tom Yam soup.
- Prawn Nestum.
- Butter Chicken.
- Keropok.
- Nasi.
Haha. And I drank Ice Lemon Tea.
Haha sekali shizit lah I like the Prawn. Nyaman hantap. Haha. Atu lah ah pokoknya.
Sekali kan before we ordered, Cigu Rozita was the last one to datang wah sekali kami nyanyi Happy Birthday nyaring nyaring when she came in. And then, yes you guessed it.. HAHA abis kami makan apa ada tia keluar 2 singing/dancing/guitar playing pilipinos wishing Cigu Rosita a happy birthday. Atu inda kami ketawa lakak lakak!!
And I shall NEVER EVER forget ocho ocho.. TETAP di hati tu! HAHAHAHA! Vids and Pics available arah facebook. HAHA. Cari saja tia sana mun mau tau apa ocho ocho. Kalah poco poco tu. HAHAHA!
And yeah..
I need to step it up eh. I mean really..
I FREAKING NEED TO ALWAYS BRING MY CAMERA AROUND!
SERIOUSLY!
I was absent yesterday sal apakah aku inda ingat (eksenku). So yeah rupanya hari ani Cigu Rosita Melanja kami (her Mech class) makan! Well macam, I knew about it udah last night ganya I couldn't believe it lah ah and ada jua berita maybe Thursday yang cigu lanja. Sekali nah! It was today!
AND I DIDN'T BRING MY FREAKING CAMERA!
Sedihku. Ah well.
Anyways,
she treated us all to Nyoya. Haha. So macam, damn! Inda alang alang wah cigu lanja kami ah.. Yatah I'm all THANK YOU CHER!!!
So I was in 1 table dengan, Ekin, Fudge and Zaty; with the boys: Shahminan, Abg Mizan, Seng (cina), Alai Hafiz, Amer sama Keris. Haha. So kami punya food was:
- Selungsung Asam.
- HK Kailan with scallops.
- Tom Yam soup.
- Prawn Nestum.
- Butter Chicken.
- Keropok.
- Nasi.
Haha. And I drank Ice Lemon Tea.
Haha sekali shizit lah I like the Prawn. Nyaman hantap. Haha. Atu lah ah pokoknya.
Sekali kan before we ordered, Cigu Rozita was the last one to datang wah sekali kami nyanyi Happy Birthday nyaring nyaring when she came in. And then, yes you guessed it.. HAHA abis kami makan apa ada tia keluar 2 singing/dancing/guitar playing pilipinos wishing Cigu Rosita a happy birthday. Atu inda kami ketawa lakak lakak!!
And I shall NEVER EVER forget ocho ocho.. TETAP di hati tu! HAHAHAHA! Vids and Pics available arah facebook. HAHA. Cari saja tia sana mun mau tau apa ocho ocho. Kalah poco poco tu. HAHAHA!
And yeah..
THANK YOU CHER ROSITA!
You got me XOXO,
Wedah
Monday, August 3, 2009
was written at 12:44 PM
EXAMS ABIS UDAH!
Haha..
So malam nya abis exam itu saya tolong me cousin surprise their mother with her birthday. So patang atu we went out bali ayam and cake for the BBQ. Cake inda payah the BBQ in case kamu luan belurus -__-'. Anyways, we were helped by si dashing Op dengan dengan handsome steed nya bawa kami ke SKH and buy the stuff there. HAHA. So in the car was aku, ia, Yui, Najen and Fuad. Yatah cali, masa kan keluar Bunut, ada tia their mother masuk ke jalan bagas kerja! Atu ya kami yang inda sepatutnya in the car betapuk! HAHA..
And somehow it ended up they assumed yang di front seat yang banarnya si Fuad was their cousin si Muiz. HAHA.
So di SKH we went and looked for the chicken wings.. Sekali kami inda pandai pilih. All I know about chicken is that if masih nampak red as in ada darah then it's fresh. So macam, bantai saja tia pilih. Hee. Sekali ada tia Ka Amal.. Alhamdulillah~ Haha.
After pilih the wings cari noodles and the sauce apa. Pokoknya kami lama kan pilih jenis mee apa. Haha.
Aku malar telanggar orang -__-'.
Then malam nya it went well except for the part about the dawai for the salai thing. Everybody kanyang with the chicken and fun lah I should say. Hehe. Pictures karangku upload. It's not here. Haha.
Then kemarin, bangun tidur I tried to do my computer project. Yes I 'tried.' Membuat udah tu sekali my mum pakai the laptop macam, inda tia ku besemangat so ke rumah si Yui ta menalur sana. durang punya curtains sampai udah! Hehe..
Sekali patangnya ke doa Arwah thingy arah this relative of ours di Lambak, famously known to us banyak cucu cucu handsome. But, udah di liat now, ERR.. Jangan tah. Haha.. Good looking pulang tapi muda macam anak-anak. Haha..Boring lah ah sana macam, pleaselah..Baikku tidur tu. Sigh. Haha.
Then after ke sana I went to the Halal Expo with the si Yui apa. In my baggy baju kurung with my tudong macam orang tua hantap. I didn't feel sexy. Sigh. So jalan jalan, I bought Ice cream, my mum bought saussages and asked me to angkat them so macam, Gahh. -__-' Sekali ada wah this green recycling bag sana kana bagi but we must fill this forms up to get them. I didn't want one but THEY WANT IT. So macam fill in the form and bebaris ni. Barisannya ani PANJANG HANTAP.. AND I WAS IN MY FREAKIN BAJU KURUNG AND CARRYING SAUSAGES. -__-' Sekali ada tia orangnya cakap that the bags abis so we have to wait an hour to get them. So I thought we'd go home lah since an hour tunggu.. SEKALI INDA. THEY WANTED TO WAIT A FREAKIN HOUR FOR THE BAG.. AND KAMI KANA SURUH TUNGGU WHIL THE MOTHERS JALAN. Aku pissed off, hantap. Au aku jahat. Sigh. Sekali udah dapat the bag balik tah kami. INDA JU BERAPA BAG AH! Seriously.
Ah atu lah the update. I'll upload some pics karang. Haha..
Haha..
So malam nya abis exam itu saya tolong me cousin surprise their mother with her birthday. So patang atu we went out bali ayam and cake for the BBQ. Cake inda payah the BBQ in case kamu luan belurus -__-'. Anyways, we were helped by si dashing Op dengan dengan handsome steed nya bawa kami ke SKH and buy the stuff there. HAHA. So in the car was aku, ia, Yui, Najen and Fuad. Yatah cali, masa kan keluar Bunut, ada tia their mother masuk ke jalan bagas kerja! Atu ya kami yang inda sepatutnya in the car betapuk! HAHA..
And somehow it ended up they assumed yang di front seat yang banarnya si Fuad was their cousin si Muiz. HAHA.
So di SKH we went and looked for the chicken wings.. Sekali kami inda pandai pilih. All I know about chicken is that if masih nampak red as in ada darah then it's fresh. So macam, bantai saja tia pilih. Hee. Sekali ada tia Ka Amal.. Alhamdulillah~ Haha.
After pilih the wings cari noodles and the sauce apa. Pokoknya kami lama kan pilih jenis mee apa. Haha.
Aku malar telanggar orang -__-'.
Then malam nya it went well except for the part about the dawai for the salai thing. Everybody kanyang with the chicken and fun lah I should say. Hehe. Pictures karangku upload. It's not here. Haha.
Then kemarin, bangun tidur I tried to do my computer project. Yes I 'tried.' Membuat udah tu sekali my mum pakai the laptop macam, inda tia ku besemangat so ke rumah si Yui ta menalur sana. durang punya curtains sampai udah! Hehe..
Sekali patangnya ke doa Arwah thingy arah this relative of ours di Lambak, famously known to us banyak cucu cucu handsome. But, udah di liat now, ERR.. Jangan tah. Haha.. Good looking pulang tapi muda macam anak-anak. Haha..Boring lah ah sana macam, pleaselah..Baikku tidur tu. Sigh. Haha.
Then after ke sana I went to the Halal Expo with the si Yui apa. In my baggy baju kurung with my tudong macam orang tua hantap. I didn't feel sexy. Sigh. So jalan jalan, I bought Ice cream, my mum bought saussages and asked me to angkat them so macam, Gahh. -__-' Sekali ada wah this green recycling bag sana kana bagi but we must fill this forms up to get them. I didn't want one but THEY WANT IT. So macam fill in the form and bebaris ni. Barisannya ani PANJANG HANTAP.. AND I WAS IN MY FREAKIN BAJU KURUNG AND CARRYING SAUSAGES. -__-' Sekali ada tia orangnya cakap that the bags abis so we have to wait an hour to get them. So I thought we'd go home lah since an hour tunggu.. SEKALI INDA. THEY WANTED TO WAIT A FREAKIN HOUR FOR THE BAG.. AND KAMI KANA SURUH TUNGGU WHIL THE MOTHERS JALAN. Aku pissed off, hantap. Au aku jahat. Sigh. Sekali udah dapat the bag balik tah kami. INDA JU BERAPA BAG AH! Seriously.
Ah atu lah the update. I'll upload some pics karang. Haha..
You got me XOXO,
Wedah