Sunday, December 13, 2009
Tentang Seseorang was written at 4:42 AM
"Adang tah kesian kan durang, kesiankan tah dirimu."
-__-' Alright no comment.
-__-' Alright no comment.
Holidays so far: fun. I'm not complaining at all. Jalan jalan, ke sekulah, menalur and well, abis lah. Highlight ever would be time menyambut my parent's wedding anniversary. Meriah hantap it felt like their marriage ceremony all over again. With bands and all. Hahah. Malam malam I've been going to sleep at 5 saja. Even now. Erm, did netball once, then kan netball lagi damam tiaku.. But now ok lah. Damam biasa saja. Bukan yang sandi sampai ampai ampai atu lah ah. Made macaroni a night; the recepi is so simple buleh tutup mata saja buat. Banar. I'm not even bragging.
I'll be gone from the 15th untill 20th. Kemana? Cari tia arah previous posts. Ada tu I mentioned where.
I have alot of things I need to get out of my chest so izinkan lah saya ye..
1. Don't treat me like I'm your boyfriend. Don't think just because I'm with you all the time so it's obliged that I'll be with you forever 'till death do us part; literally. I don't go around and stick to you crap. You go around without telling me what you did a day pun I don't care wah.. Kau kan nyamal, nyamal tah. Kau pikir macam for example kau jalan jalan and you don't tell me aku inda taukah? I do know. I just don't say it out loud cause I DON'T FUCKIN' CARE. It's not because you think I'm stupid so I don't know about it. Salah tu kau atu.. I may look oblivious about it BUT I KNOW. Nganya I'm freakin' smart enough to not mention it, baik enough and just too, inda ingau what people do. I don't stick to people. And just because kau nyamal, aku aga kau and say jangan nyamal makes it aku takut kau inda mau kawan sama aku lagi? Salah tu lagi kau ah. Aku kesian kan kau ada pulang. Bukannya apa. Buleh eh ku biarkan nganya I'm not that kind of person. I still have a heart. So pleaselah. Sadar tah, jangan tah kan nyamal nyamal ani. It's just childish. Yes, you get what you want from doing that nganya, ish it hurts people bah tu. Kadang kadang they feel guilty when they shouldn't.. And that burden shouldn't be thrust upon them. Sakit tu.
2. Kau awang ah. Buleh kau just, belajar becakap bisai bisai kah? Macam, fine kau atu jenis frank tapi pleaselah. Belajar tah eh baik baik becakap. Karang ah kami cakap cematu as in sama macam kau cakap arahku, kau yang karang pissed off and melawan. Sasak. Cubatah lay it down slowly. I'm not in cloud 9 dreamland bah. I know my grounds. And besides ah, YOU ASKED ME. YOU SAID TO TELL YOU ABOUT IT. And when I did you go around and say harsh things to me lightly. Awang tah banar. If you care me so much then you should say it the way you care a person. Girlfriend mu ah. Ada kau kasar kasar cakap cematukah arahnya? Paham pahamlah. Fine ia yang kau suka tapinya wah. Jangan kasar bah eh. Cakap care, entah kau. Nasib I didn't tell you evertyhing.
Bah that's it. Too tired to go on. Morning. =)
You got me XOXO,
Wedah