Friday, August 29, 2008
sigh was written at 3:36 PM
2nd post of the day. Anyway, sebenarnya kan bejalan ni ah sama sahabat but alas, something came up so I couldn't come. Sorry guys. Au 1st post ku for the day emo I know. Emoku berabis. Atleast emoku masuk akal jua and nicely selfish. Dari anak sorang atu yang emo inda pada-pada in the centre of the circle; yes, that's an inside joke and yes you should laugh.Boredku eh banar tah. I'm in my room, the curtains closed, lights are off and the aircond's blaring shit. My laptop is on my..well, lap and I know placing it on your lap for a period of time can cause 'in a way' cancer due to the radiation but whatever. Like Mr.Albert once said, 'When you die, you'll die and you won't feel anything after that' Get me? Never mind..
Au I'm jobless, very jobless. So jobless that even jobless is considered something.
So anyway, aku pouirng pouring my heart ni ah.. Ehem ehem.. Siapa yang tau gigi tutup mata and tutup mulut. Pretend that you don't know. Pretend that Gigi is gigi/teeth or gigi indon band Gigi. Whichever, whatever janji bukan Gigi ku.
I find him quite different. What I expected from him berabisly is not him. He's not that shy, not that sweet, not that gentle. I don't know. Maybe he is all those things but I don't see it. All I can see is this guy who's passionate about something that I also love, he thinks deep to the extent that it's freaky; he explains things like there's no tomorrow when infact he doesn't give a damn; you can't really settle him for any type of personalities. It somehow revolves around to the extent that it's a whole new different thing. When you treat him normally he acts the same way as any guy would. When you talk to him, he doesn't really listen to you and when he's trying to state a point; it's scary like shit. Yes he doesn't listen. Angan angan ada pulang ia tu. He talks crap. Alot. But his talks of crap are fun, I have to say I have to agree to the point that I'D ACTUALLY LISTEN TO THEM.I can't believe I'm into this guy. I just can't believe it. His voice is not that sexy, as some people would mention and when he's oblivious about something, he is oblivious about it like nose shit.
He tries to avoid drama when in fact he is one, he'd say this is 'kaluk' when infact, what he's doing is 'kaluk' as well of a different kind. What he is is the opposite of what I like but you know.. I just can't help and be attracted. Maybe it's his smile and his ability to do all those stuff without looking dodgy. BUT he is nice. FREAKIN nice. His eyes time ia meliat; not piercing to the point that you won't ever want to look tapi just nice to beat your heart faster than ever. When he talks to me my being would not froze up and run like most of the time and I like that feeling. VERY. TOTALY. Ahah.. He gives me this grin on my face. Suka ku eh gila kali.
Entah eh I'm seriously jobless. Sakit kepalaku. Sigh.
What do you do when you can't see invisible ink? You highlight it down. *wags eyebrow*
Your Truly,
Wedah
You got me XOXO,
Wedah