I wish I can control my being. You know like when I want this certain thing to happen; it happens just like that. Being able to control that would be very, very, very cool.

That way you won't get hurt that much, you won't go wrong and you won't waste your time. You'd find the guy of your dreams, you'd taste the best cake ever and you'd get to feel what it's like to relax. I mean, really relax to the point you'd feel light with no worries what so ever, to the point that you close your eyes and just think about.. closing your eyes.

But then again when we can control our being; life gets simple, so simple that we'd be ready for death. So simple that we won't enjoy the fun and the exhilaration of gaining something. We would not feel tiredness, sadness, madness; life. I believe that.

So I guess it's cool that I get to feel, breathe and see my being live up to this point.

My point is...