Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Sigh. Double Sigh. was written at 10:49 PM
Do u know that feeling? The one that makes up wanna give everything up and spend all day just plain lying around on freshly cut grass, inhaling its relaxing aroma. Imagine that times a gazillion.Thats how i feel right now.
I feel like abandoning all obligations. I dont wanna think about my personal statement. I dont wanna fill up my UCAS application. I dont wanna study for my A levels. I dont care if the world is hit with meteor showers which will later turn into awesome automobiles that can copy kick-ass cars just by using some kind of outta this world scanner. I simply just dont care.
I want to spend my days listening to music. I want to do my nails. I want to do my hair. I miss my long hair. I want to go shop. I want to travel. I wanna fall in love and get married. I wanna be rich- Like seriously in-your-face rich. I wanna go to Mars; I heard thats where men come from. They even made a book out of it. I want to meet these Men. Surely, having a planet of its own would entitle me to meet atleast one decent guy. Preferably taller 175cm with perfect abs and biceps and a killer smile. And has an affinity for stuffs i like too. To prevent future arguments or mishaps.
See how perfect the world would be without having to care about what career path I should take.
But NOOOOOO, back to reality. My personal statement is non-existant. I dont quite remember my UCAS password. I tend to procascinate everytime I think I should do my revisions.
And worse to come : the place I live in is somewhat losing its ability to generate electricity. Which leads to me spending my nights siting in the car hogging the air-conditioner whilst listening to dad's crappy CDs which you annoyingly end up singing along to. Thank god for diesel powered cars. i.e: cheap fuel.
To the guy/girl (Im sure its a guy but hey I might be wrong and I dont want to be labeled as a sexist) who discovered electricity, Im really REALLY sorry that ive taken thou creation for granted. All this time I have never really expressed my gratitude for the gift that has been bestowed upon us. Although it has created Global warming and started wars which are considered minor disadvantages, Life is not the same without electricity. I totally salute human beings way before me who had survived life without its presence. I am glad for the fact that I live in this modern era.
It is quite unnatural for me to even have my eyes open at this time of the night which explains the unreasonable things you have just read. but whatever.
You got me XOXO,
Fiq