Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Dreams bursting at the seams was written at 1:18 PM
Yes aku gila
Forgive me bini
Forgive me teachers
Forgive me everybody who were there
Cause I did it
I ran around naked
HAHAHA.. Jubur itam nadada.. I'm still sane enough.. just insane to not go to school. Again. Anyways, I'm procrastinating.
Again.
Oh last night I tried to be normal. I mean the way I talked to him. It was easy enough really because I'm always good at that but it's sorta hard.. For my head. I guess I was really normal which was so wrong that it didn't masuk akal? Maybe. My feelings for him are still there but I'm trying with all my might to get used to himlah ah.. Macam, in a way if I get used to him and talk to him the way I did last night, I guess it'll fade away. I'm not hoping for it but when it does fade away, I think I won't realise it and maybe by then, I won't even mind? I've no comment on that.
So anyways, di malam open house arah si Yui. I wore baju biasa hantap. I look like a Bruneian inda tau tatasusila MIB. Banar tah. Haha tapi apa daya sabar saja..Durang ramai pun cematu wah so yeah XD.
I believe that if everybody would just aim for what they want before they go and mengasak arah canteen, everybody would have their food and drink; not only that but also enjoy it on their tables by 10.03. Banar. Sumpahku.
Forgive me bini
Forgive me teachers
Forgive me everybody who were there
Cause I did it
I ran around naked
HAHAHA.. Jubur itam nadada.. I'm still sane enough.. just insane to not go to school. Again. Anyways, I'm procrastinating.
Again.
Oh last night I tried to be normal. I mean the way I talked to him. It was easy enough really because I'm always good at that but it's sorta hard.. For my head. I guess I was really normal which was so wrong that it didn't masuk akal? Maybe. My feelings for him are still there but I'm trying with all my might to get used to himlah ah.. Macam, in a way if I get used to him and talk to him the way I did last night, I guess it'll fade away. I'm not hoping for it but when it does fade away, I think I won't realise it and maybe by then, I won't even mind? I've no comment on that.
What I do know is that I sound dramatic, I do know I shouldn't be this way and I do know that I sound scary but I can't help it, I am this person. Whether it's a good thing or a bad thing depends on how you see me but I'm pretty sure you guys should feel lucky when you're noticed by me. Really.
So anyways, di malam open house arah si Yui. I wore baju biasa hantap. I look like a Bruneian inda tau tatasusila MIB. Banar tah. Haha tapi apa daya sabar saja..Durang ramai pun cematu wah so yeah XD.
I believe that if everybody would just aim for what they want before they go and mengasak arah canteen, everybody would have their food and drink; not only that but also enjoy it on their tables by 10.03. Banar. Sumpahku.
You got me XOXO,
Wedah