Thursday, January 22, 2009
was written at 11:08 PM
Now I know who you chose. I mean really friend, is that how you see us as? Some kind of 'thing' that you can discard just as you please just because we may not be as cool or outgoing as 'them'? Just because we express ourselves differently, unlike 'them'? Just because we befriend someone else with no disregard to 'your' feelings just because you hate them? Well, now I know where your loyalty stands.I hope you're happy, I hope you guys be friends forever and I hope.. For your best.
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This week has been hectic. Not in the physical state, but in the mind. There's just too much going in my mind that it just keeps pushing me down; way, way low. I don't know why I should feel this really. I mean, I shouldn't. Jealousy, hatred, sad , insecure; entah eh. It pisses me off as well. I was hoping for you to be around but you weren't there. I was hoping to hear your voice but it's getting distant and I was hoping that you could say something, anything even a mutter.. But nope, nada, nothing.
What is up with this I ask. Ujan ani kali jua wah.. My family's sick and I think I'm catching it as well. Sakit ni kepala saya. Hahah. Sigh..
I've lost 2 people that I adore.. And both went to the same person.
Inda gay mana tu..
Gay berabis..
Yours Truly,
Wedah
You got me XOXO,
Wedah