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Marah

2010-02-22T12:11:00.002+08:00

Last night my thoughts came like thunder storms. It was hectic I didn't know what to do and it all led me to exhaustion; tarus tetidur. Nyaman tidur ku. Haha..

Anyways, from now on my business is mine and yours is of course, yours. I hate depending. I seriously hate it. I'd rather be bored and jobless than sink so low to come to you. Not anymore. I can live on my own and I can be happy on my own. I am of course thankful for all your help but seriously.. You are obsessed. Maybe I'm just jealous but fuck lah.. I hope when I'm at that level, I'll give you the same treatment and you will know how I feel. Wait, you fucking will and I'll make sure of that.

Enough is enough and I'll begone for now.

2010-02-13T21:54:00.003+08:00

The famous steed. Haha!

Izzy's advance birthday surprise and goodbye party.

A shoot of Miri. HAHA.

So anyways, I've hit the rocks. Of a certain subject. Not about studies and not about family; well it's something else.. Ok aku rambling lah ah so just fuckin bare with me..

I start with this incident..

This person (let's call that person A) claims that I'm doing such stuff to get to si A. I mean A claims it as such but I fuckin didn't do what the hell A claims atu wah. None! And ok I may did some of the things but none of the fuckin stuff were done with the false reason that A thought of! To the point that it looked like A is the victim.. by ME.

I mean, seriously if you're that close to me you'd wonder tu.. Wahidah Wahab attacked A? Ok~ Very interesting~ *eksenku*

I mean, I'm fuckin harmless!

I told various people about it (and I REALLY MEAN IT WHEN I SAID VARIOUS) and all their reactions were the same, be it the guys and the girls. So it made me realised..

I'm done. Screw you. It's gone. My thoughts, my feelings; gone. Nada. Lenyap. I don't want it anymore. I mean the more I think about it, the more I just detest you.. and I don't want to detest you. I might as well stop it and freeze it while it's still beautiful. I'm done. Done. Done. DONE!

All I got to say is, goodbye, good luck and see you next time! XD

2010-02-12T15:45:00.002+08:00

I SWEAR I JUST WANT TO RIP HER HEAD OFF.

ALL YOU EVER DO IS MESSAGE ME TO PICK YOU UP CAUSE YOU'RE BORED, ASK ME BILA BEJALAN RAMAI-RAMAI AND ASK ME BILA LAGI NETBALL.. AND YOU EXPECT ME TO CATER ALL YOUR NEEDS? ENTAH KAU.

2010-02-09T13:41:00.002+08:00

The advantages for having a brother who has the same music taste as you do:

- When you really want to listen to their albums, you don't have to waste your own money to buy it cause they'll be in line already with their money.

- When you're in love with a certain song and you want to listen to it pronto, just go to their playlist and in a snap you're listening to it just like that; that easy.

Well atu saja I can think of. =)

Anyways, my mind has set.. And all hell shall fall ni. Atulah ah. Fuck it.

2010-02-06T01:27:00.002+08:00

Saya JOBLESS.

BERABIS.

BANAR.

I TELL NO LIE.

HAHA.

So jobless that I ACTUALLY CLEANED MY ROOM. Inda pulang awesome ah how I cleaned it but really. Jobless..

Ok tadi, bangun akhir. Tapi palaw lah. HEHE. Atu, I was suppose to have driving lessons but I seriously didn't want to. So I turned off my hp supaya if he messages then I can act like the hp is off or something so that I didn't have to go. But then, sigh. Ada tia ia memessage cakap today nada class and I'm all, "If I knew, indaku payah have panic spasms." Pasal I was panic the whole day and macam I didn't know pukul berapa the time lah ah and was too scared to turn the hp on to check. He's like my old Physics teacher. -__-' Very the making me more panic than usual.

So I woke up and basically spent the whole day dapan laptop. Then chatted with a fellow jobless and we talked about jobless stuff. Sekali the fellow went offline so makin tia rasa jobless itu seperti membunuh diriku that I drove to Yui's pakai Land Cruiser yang actually rusak brakes nya.. As so my dad had told me. But when I braked parking dapan rumah my bungsu, it stopped pulang ah so..Lucky? I guess. So then cerita cerita di rumah Yui. Then I got so bored I just went home and gave myself a body scrub. Au. I did. Sekali datang the cousin of mine, Ziemah. So we talked and hanged. Then ia balik, my mum asked me to pick my brother up di post office Bunut pakai kerita mamaku yang basar yang aku inda berani pakai. So I drove very to the pelahan therelah ah.

Then malamnya, I ate. Like 3x. Nasi, bread then nasi lagi. Sigh. Then went upstairs and dapan laptop. Sekali my cousin beranak! So we went to the hospital. As in dad and me lah ah. Sekali a beautiful baby girl who weight 3.8kg! Atta girl! Cutelah ah pokoknya.. Serious shit. Congratulations!

I was so bored today. Berabis. I just hope tomorrow lights up..

**

2010-02-01T23:58:00.002+08:00

Aku bored. Hantap. Serious shit.

Anyways, driving lesson is traumatic. Banar. My instructor atu kali but yeah. Sigh. He said I'm ok tapi common sense atu nada. Macam, I very insulted. Whatever eh. Hahah.. Kept delaying my time kan exam. He freaking scares me. 7 or 8 hours kah udah I don't remember. Fuck it.

And then aku stress pasal aku only daughter and the eldest -__-'. Aku jalan wherever kana telipun constantly being asked where am I crap like I'm going to commit suicide, take weed or worst.. *gasp* come home late -__-'. Serious shit mum, I'm a good girl bah. Even if I do baolah, it's a disgrace really.. It's like baby level. Fuck it I know you love me berabis yatah cematu atu =).

Sekalikan I feel sad that aku kana pikir cemani-cemani when infact I'm not. I mean, do I really give out that kind of aura? Macam, when it seems like such signals, you assume it is as such? Macam, pleaselah as long as I don't say it out loud that such signals are what you think then it's not tah tu.. So jangan tah perasan. Did I do something wrong kah sampai you're blind udah and tarus pikir I'm that way? It doesn't make me mad pulang ah..But fuck it. Whateverlah.

As for him, haha au lama udah inda cakap pasal ia ah. Still hurts. But not so much since kabal sudah atu kali. And macam, I'm slowly getting used to it. I have no complaints. I'm just letting it be lah ah. Hahah. What I do know lah ah..I think I'm getting back to my old pace ie: getting back to my old habits. So, que sera sera. Fuck it. Haha.

And then there's her. Allah pleaselah. Bukannya apa lah ah.. I have one like you already on my back and I don't need another you. Serious shit. Mun udah menghilang baru kan betanya khabar crap. You don't care about me I know so. So in return, I dont care as well. Sorrylah saya kasar but it's the damn truth. Fuck it.

Then you guys pleaselah ah. Don't think I'm this type of girl bah. Don't assume that I think like the girls you know. Cause I don't. I mean, serious shit if I did, you wouldn't be talking to me right now wah. Fuck it.

Aight. Ahah sorry for the explicits.

2010-01-25T18:16:00.002+08:00

What bothers me is that..

- She sucks.
- It's obvious she sucks.
- I can't believe she can't see that she seriously suck.

I mean really. You call that a product?

Not only that, you don't smilekah daling? Please lah ah. Seriously. You think everybody likes you? Some don't. You seriously need to buffer up your personality.

Stop with the thought that you're better than others cause you're not. If you were any better, you wouldn't be following a band, you'd make one.

And I'm not finished with you yet..

- Just because you're pretty that doesn't mean all guys like you.
- Even if they get close to you doesn't mean they want to be with you.
- And stop proving to us that guys do like you.
- Stop 'memajal' to make sure those guys only likes you.
- Cause I don't care. You can have them all you want.
- Stop pretending to care when all you care about is your image infront of the guys.
- Just fuckin' stop it.

Fuck you.

2010-01-25T01:01:00.003+08:00

This thing just happened..

I straightened my back sekali my butt melatup. I mean not melatup bom -__-'. As in melatup mcm kamu latupkan your fingers bah. Aku kecalian.. Hehe..

So the graduation night happened last.. Night. The night before lah ah considering the time. Everybody looked awesome. Serious shit. SEMUA! Gorgeous and handsome! XD I tepikat! The food exquisite, the performances stunning and the prizes..BAYIEE BAH AKU INDA MANANG! Mobile phones, digital cameras, ipod touches, ipod shuffles and lots more segala tambak lah ah! And aku nada manang -__-'. But I did won an award though.. Jadi Queen Late/absentee. HAHA. RUGGED BAH TU. XP

The bini and I were both in black.. Hahah. Inda lesbian di mana tu yaw. XD Sekali kami macam orang gila begambar sama semua laki laki. Au kami gatal. Peduli. Hahah yatah masanya tu! XD Pakal saja abang hong nada. Mun ada abis tu 100+ pics di gambar bersama dia. Haha. Abang sabri lagi? Allah pikir saja mun ia ada ah.. inda terkira pakah pics dia!

And bini I love your testy to me XD. And I love you too! Hehe. And btw testymu arahku lai.

My mind restless lagi by the way..

And I just realise I have mood to write when I'm restless. Perfect bah tu yaw. XD Pictures later lah ah after complete upload arah Facebook.

*uck you.

Its Time To Panic

2010-01-23T16:19:00.002+08:00

Tonigh is THE night and yet here I am downloading songs. Mana cali ni. Sudah tah baju ku nada. Make up lagi antah cemana kah jadinya. Not to mention my HAIR. But somehow I dont mind all that so much. PASAL saya bahagia dengan kasut saya. Tee Hee. And I know regardless of what I'm gonna wear, Tonight will be a BLAST.

My brain has yet to process the fact that I have FINISHED school. Its like a habit since I was 4 to wake up early and all that kali mcm tarus tarus you dont have to do it anymore. 15 years of doing that kali mcm... inda tia payah lagi. I dont even know if thats a good thing. Or maybe not.

I really really need to get a job PRONTO. Not only am I bankrupt but with nothing to do mcm all i do i s sleep and eat (BABI *maychee impression*) and its not making me any thinner!

Sigh.

Entah eh.

Wai kau bau. Pogoshipo.

Daridiri dara duu~~

2010-01-14T00:56:00.002+08:00

Saya restless.. Again. Annoying pulang ni banarnya. But yeah I can't help but be restless about it.

My maid akan balik kerumah saya esuk pukul 6.30. I can't wait, rindu sayakan ia. Haha seriousku. Graduation day tak lagi lama tiba..Saya alum ambil baju, alum tecari kasut. I don't know what to do -__-'. Sakit kepalaku. Haha.

Bah itu saja ah. Aight.

Isi isi

2010-01-06T22:53:00.003+08:00

I am here.. In my room.. Wearing pyjamas.. Gulping jasmine green tea..

HAHA.

Anyways, today is my 'Stress By My Mother' Day. She really pushed my buttons today. Macam, she ordered me around for example cari her room keys cause she lost it. -__-' Lapas atu sikit sikit marah and say I shouldn't act like so and so since I'm nearly 20. -__-' Sasakku. Then paling extreme was she asked me to climb the fireman's ladder to get into her room pasal ia malu if the firemen masuk ke biliknya. -__-' Bangganglah aku..I mean, don't I have huge brothers who people practically think are older, who could climb better? Gila wah. And she said, I quote, (to lure me to want to climb the ladder) "Siuk jua tu extreme bah adventure. Lifetime experience"

INDEEEE.. -________-' I swear the veins on my head are still visibly pulsing.

So tadi I potong my graduation kain. Sadly I got yang lunturkan and since it's non-exchangable, pakai saja tia. Ok pulang banarnya I don't mind it pasal inda nampak banar tapi the tailor lah majal cakap sayang yatah aku sasak -__-'. Pemajal hantap. Rasakan ku sauk wah pikir saja. -__-'

So my cousin ada problem with the boyfriend.. I actually find it fascinating. Macam, ok seriously wah I've never been in those kinds of stuff or problems yatah I should go all sasak but somehow.. Inda. I don't sasak the guy kah apa.. I don't think her decisions and actions are stupid crap. She asks me stuff but I tell her bluntly I don't know. I tell her what I think pulang, what I think she should do crap but I kept reminding her lah I've never in one so don't trust me that much. I listened to her lah apa. Some of those times, I divert the talk to something else. They may think I'm being selfish kan cakap pasal diriku but it's just that I feel uncomfortable liat durang pikirkan the problem and marung marung.. And she doesn't talk about it much so bahapa juaku kan pajal? You know. If she tells then ok I listen but when she doesn't want to talk then I'll stop, then I just dance making them laugh.

So the problem ada affect kah inda arah saya? Yes ada. It just made me not want a relationship. Takutku. I mean, I want a guy who loves me; with that love he'd only see me, trust me and wouldn't want to hurt me. He accepts me the way I am, my good sides and bad sides, and he wouldn't care about the bad side jua in the end pasal what matters is that it's me, nada orang lain. So it gets me thinking.. Why do you go curang?

I guess it's because you're not happy with them? Or maybe andang gatal? Or the love is just gone? If it's gone then why can't you cut it off before you go and look for another? Is it because you're scared? Of what? Breaking their hearts? But bukankah if they found out kamu curang, that would hurt them far more then putus pasal the love is gone? And finding out kamu curang is more bastard than anything. You know.

I'm not sure what I will be in the future but for now, what I do know is that when I love someone I only love that one person. No one else tu. I may sound gatal shit suka macam macam laki laki but no one else tu.. In my heart that person saja. So they get all the benefits.. I mean I'd love them sampai sampai I'd be really setia no one else crap, I'll try to make them happy, I'll think about them all the time, miss them 24/7 and semua lah ah. Finally when they want it to be over, I'd love them so much that I'd let them go and see them be happy.

So when I get in a relationship atu wah, ngam tia yang jenis curang yang I'd love; they don't even love me at all, girls keliling pinggang and I'm sure I'll be a fool tu love ia saja tu.. And when he goes around cutting it off he wouldn't feel guilty pasal I'd say inda apa tu pasal I want them to be happy (and I'm sincere about it). So sakit jua aku tu. =( Menakutkan.

2010-01-03T13:29:00.002+08:00

Reasons I'm too scared to ask:

- I might get the answer that I don't want to hear.
- Might get ridiculed for asking it.
- Might not be answered.

Reasons I'm too scared to say hi:

- Might not be answered.
- Might be ignored then forgotten; not acknowledged.

Haha. I just ran out of ideas on what to write, might as well write crap.

Tadi main netball. Siuk hantap ketawa ketawa saja! XD Hehe. I like.. Sakit parut though so inda berapa bemainlah ah.. Kan semua ada tadi datang so fun tak terkata. Serious shit it just confirms it that netball is my stress reliever. Banar tah.

I really want to write it down but I don't know how but pokoknya..

I'm restless. =)

Careless Whispers

2010-01-01T02:33:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY! XD

Any resolutions you may ask? Just 1: To be someone I'm not.

Not that I can explain how but yeah.. Ada tah tu. =)

So bahapa saja saya tadi on the last day of the year? Well, woke up at 10 kana telipun oleh mama suruh mandi kan my brother but luckily ia sudah mandi so I went back to sleep. Hehe. Then bangun akhirnya, makan ayam penyet. Sekali ajar my cousin science yang aku pun banggang cana kan explain arahnya..Sakit wah science ani. Sigh. Sekali hung out with my cousins and cerita cerita.

Oh yeah ikut hantar my nini juga lawat siblingnya and dorang cerita cerita..Sekali it got me thinking: Kami karang tua cerita cerita tah nganya ni, baik tah ku buat things other than cerita cerita sal I'll be having alot of time to cerita when I'm their age Amin saya panjang umur. Wow, another resolution. Hehe. Then malamnya kerumah bungsu kami ia manggil makan makan lah ah. Then after sana, my cousins and I pergi Empire tengok fireworks. Everybody was happy time tengok I guess.. But time aku meliat atu ah, I can't help but feel restless. Entah kah kenapa but yeah. Awesome by the way but yeah that's just it. Restless.

2009 has been a very life changing year for me: Many first time experiences, many adventures, many new people that I've met and many many lah ah. I love it. Happy ku with it and I just hope my 2010 gets better =). I don't care wherever it may take me; it may not follow my plans and dreams but as long as I'm happy with it then I guess that is me living my life.

Hope you guys semua happy, better things to come in this new year and kamu semua bau.. HAHA! XD

MI Pantai <3

2009-12-28T19:32:00.004+08:00

2009-12-27T01:32:00.003+08:00

So sampai lah ni ah di padang ah. Nada bah orang arah futsal field ah. So, tabak saja tia and went in. We crawled through the fence to get in then we played futsal. We just tabak mah no worries but then came the dude in charge cakap 'Ah please ah keluar sorry bini bini inda kana suruh main futsal, titah. Ok ah keluar lalu pintu ah please.' HAHA. Palaw wah tu bung.

Haha apakan saya ah. That happened tadi by the way. Kan main netball nada bula.. So gila gila ka Asmah bali bula netball sekajap sekali main tah kami 1 jam.. I think. Catulah ah. Felt like an hour.

During those time, I can't help but feel exhausted. Malas bah. Lalah. Nada bah mood kan main. Duduk ganya bah ingin diri ah. Need my mojo back eh gila kali. Haha..

After that went to Gadong ni kan lawat Muda bini but then udah ke sana, nada bah ia ah. Boring jua tu. Aku lagi tais liur ayam penyet. So kami di gadong sekejap saja then went to bandar arah tamu selera makan ayam penyet. Gila wah bung. $2.50 and banyak bah the isinya. Sama konsisi macam ayam penyet Rose Cafe tapi arah sana $4. Membari marah. Hahah. I gotta say, NYAMAN. Hahah. My new fave food. Hehe.

I think PMS ku ni right now. HAHA. Au banar. Entah kenapa but yeah. =3

ULONG HANTAP

Aku mau holiday lagi. Haha. Escape lagi. Nyaman wah rasanya.

Alright.

2009-12-25T12:57:00.013+08:00

Aku marah. So I menyamal. Haha apakan saya ah. But suck it. I just vent them using my own tactics.. It works actually. What I do? Well I just present them with the stuff they hate sampai durang rasa frustrated and sasak. Serious. It works and it's fun. Rasa tah kamu apaku rasa.. Nah kau..

Oh nah here's some Surabaya pictures. Vainingku ni ah jangan bagai. I just show the ones yang ada sayalah. XD Oh inda ikut susunan by the way.

Shopping di Semarang

Going back to Surabaya

Eating at this Malaysian restaurant Penang's House

Dengan si cousin gila: Salam

Random thing arah Penang's House

On the train going to Semarang. It was a 5hr trip.

The view kami lintasi

Arah kampung my maid

The Desa

Complete set adi bradi. Haha.

Underneath the moon and stars. Haha.

At Tunjungan Plaza.

The Desa

Aku bored hantap right now. I want to go to the beach liat sunset nganya malam udah. Then I want to hang but hey.. I do that lain hari lah ah.

Oh tadi I started my first hour driving lesson. Gila selalunya orang cuba di stadium right? Aku di mana nah? Raun kampungku yo. Sandi jua tu. Haha. Pasal my instructor tinggal nearby but I've never seen him pulang ah. I have to say his methods in teaching is cool. Pemarah pulang tapi cool. Di bawanya ku becerita apa. Haha. Macam, relax lah. I like.

Lenka ah majalku eh. Lawa wah. Alright~ Haha.

Oh amahku balik ah. Gila eh. I respect yang nada amah and anak bini bini seorang saja. I jealous. Hahah. I can't do it. Managed but I can't seem to go to awesome level yet. I want to. I need to. Haha.

Skip along XD

2009-12-23T20:25:00.004+08:00

Bored. I'm home alone right now, the family pergi makan. I malas nak ikut. So I stayed. Clean the house yangg bawah part. Kan ke atas inda berani. Haha. Aku bangga ni ah jangan bagai that I'm cleaning. =P

So apa saja yang ada?

- Surabaya.
- Daniel's Birthday.

So I pergi Surabaya, 6 days dude. Siuk shopping nganyaku. Pokoknya lah ah pikir saja. Oleh oleh you ask? Sorry nada. HAHA. I buy for myself yes. =P Apa yang awesome apanah? McD durang bah. I bought meals McD for 6 people kan, arganya convert ke B$ berapa nah? $25 man. Banar! Macam, Damn! XD

Ate alot di sana. Pikir saja. Surabaya we just went to this 1 shopping complexkan, yatah awesomelah. Even 6 days sana ah alum abis bah di rauni. That's how big it is. But masa 2nd day kami ke Semarangkan arah my maid's village. Cool hantap ah gila kali! They shit arah longkang! betinggir bah arah tangga then they shove their asses arah the longkang. Cali wah aku liat! Paluilah. Hahah. Apakan aku ah. But yeah the village cool.

Kemarin my brother's birthday. Gila lalahku melayan karenah keluargaku. Entah eh no comment. Kalau ada keluargaku membaca and kan terasa manasaja tah. I don't care. My life. I know nanti when I fall I shall go to you all but kalau buleh lah ah.. You just got to know that the first person I go to is myself. That's all.

I'm kinda feel I'm in between stuff. Banggang ku right now I don't know what to think. But yeah, esuk ok saya ni eh. Relax saja. Bawa dengar lagu Lenka. Oh yeah I bought the album. Lawa ah palui eh. Macam, semua lagu nyaman di dangar. I don't come around and click next when I'm listening to it. Hahah. 3 kali wah udah aku dangar albumnya ah. Cool.

Sigh, bored hantap so I'm gonna skip along. Quite happily baby. Haha..Apakan saya ah. Antam. Aight I'm off. Pictures nanti ye.

Tentang Seseorang

2009-12-13T04:42:00.005+08:00

"Adang tah kesian kan durang, kesiankan tah dirimu."

-__-' Alright no comment.

Holidays so far: fun. I'm not complaining at all. Jalan jalan, ke sekulah, menalur and well, abis lah. Highlight ever would be time menyambut my parent's wedding anniversary. Meriah hantap it felt like their marriage ceremony all over again. With bands and all. Hahah. Malam malam I've been going to sleep at 5 saja. Even now. Erm, did netball once, then kan netball lagi damam tiaku.. But now ok lah. Damam biasa saja. Bukan yang sandi sampai ampai ampai atu lah ah. Made macaroni a night; the recepi is so simple buleh tutup mata saja buat. Banar. I'm not even bragging.

I'll be gone from the 15th untill 20th. Kemana? Cari tia arah previous posts. Ada tu I mentioned where.

I have alot of things I need to get out of my chest so izinkan lah saya ye..

1. Don't treat me like I'm your boyfriend. Don't think just because I'm with you all the time so it's obliged that I'll be with you forever 'till death do us part; literally. I don't go around and stick to you crap. You go around without telling me what you did a day pun I don't care wah.. Kau kan nyamal, nyamal tah. Kau pikir macam for example kau jalan jalan and you don't tell me aku inda taukah? I do know. I just don't say it out loud cause I DON'T FUCKIN' CARE. It's not because you think I'm stupid so I don't know about it. Salah tu kau atu.. I may look oblivious about it BUT I KNOW. Nganya I'm freakin' smart enough to not mention it, baik enough and just too, inda ingau what people do. I don't stick to people. And just because kau nyamal, aku aga kau and say jangan nyamal makes it aku takut kau inda mau kawan sama aku lagi? Salah tu lagi kau ah. Aku kesian kan kau ada pulang. Bukannya apa. Buleh eh ku biarkan nganya I'm not that kind of person. I still have a heart. So pleaselah. Sadar tah, jangan tah kan nyamal nyamal ani. It's just childish. Yes, you get what you want from doing that nganya, ish it hurts people bah tu. Kadang kadang they feel guilty when they shouldn't.. And that burden shouldn't be thrust upon them. Sakit tu.

2. Kau awang ah. Buleh kau just, belajar becakap bisai bisai kah? Macam, fine kau atu jenis frank tapi pleaselah. Belajar tah eh baik baik becakap. Karang ah kami cakap cematu as in sama macam kau cakap arahku, kau yang karang pissed off and melawan. Sasak. Cubatah lay it down slowly. I'm not in cloud 9 dreamland bah. I know my grounds. And besides ah, YOU ASKED ME. YOU SAID TO TELL YOU ABOUT IT. And when I did you go around and say harsh things to me lightly. Awang tah banar. If you care me so much then you should say it the way you care a person. Girlfriend mu ah. Ada kau kasar kasar cakap cematukah arahnya? Paham pahamlah. Fine ia yang kau suka tapinya wah. Jangan kasar bah eh. Cakap care, entah kau. Nasib I didn't tell you evertyhing.

Bah that's it. Too tired to go on. Morning. =)

Bored hantap bah

2009-12-02T00:38:00.008+08:00

I miss editing pictures tapi lama udah inda edit edit. Malas. Hehe..but yeah tu nah one aku buat. Vainningku. Gila wah di Facebook ah panuh bah pics be edit edit. Jeles juga saya. HAHA!

Now that I think about it, I didn't mention about my birthday anywhere did I? Haha. Baru I sadar wah.. Anyways..

Au wah I admit bah I'm bored (yes it's possible to get bored at 12.41am) and I've got nothing to write about so bah ani tah sajaku write about..

I birthday time bulan puasa beb. Got the earliest birthday greet dari si Najen and Op nganya aku jahat. I know I was. Inda pandai show aku appreciate. Not that aku inda appericiate, kan nangis ada pulang tu banarnya that they came nganya indaku pandai kan show it.. Aku handal bah jadi pelakun ani. Hantap. Serious shit. And alum lagi mendangar berita sedih tu. They didn't know it but I guess it showed, but hey no body knows what's going on in one's mind.

Just had sungkai panggil the families. I like it; nada havoc macam a 10 foot choco fountain on the side, with games galore everywhere. Haha. Chill saja. Makan with the people I know and love, music. Perfect. Wished I had the friends as well datang tapi macam.. InsyaAllah nanti tah. Then there's this cake my mum balikan. Sweet chocolate bah. Hahah. I like XD.

I LOVE EVERY FREAKING ONE OF THEM.

Oh yeah tadi I went out liat Ninja Assasin bersama the family. Au si Harris pun meliat. Au ia liat. Au tauku banyak darah and swords, au si Harris meliat. Haha apakan saya ah. I have to say AWESOME! PALUI! GILA KALI! My fave part time si Abang Rain kelaie sama them ninjas and just hurt them in one swipe! AWESOME HANTAP! I was at the edge of my seat. Better than New Moon. HANTAP! XD

My parent's anniversary is coming up. I already told them just give $100 and I'll think of the cake. Haha! My mum cute. She LOVES things like this. Macam celebrate celebrate ani. She likes to celebrate everything! Birthdays, Annversaries, Pass Exams, Birth, Getting Pregnant, Getting Engaged, For doing Nothing; you name it we've done it. Serious shit. And I'm not being sarcastic ni ah pleaselah she's my mother for god's sake. Ani for the annversary ah.. She went like this..

*Saya kana summon ke bilik tamu*

Saya: Ah napa ma?

Mama: Ani bah duduk bah sama kami disscuss apakan di buat 8th ah.

Saya: Ahh.. *duduking* Ok.. Alright! Bagi saja Wedah 100 pakai buat cake. Sekali Wedah mau catering! Bunga api sana sini! 3 band kah main? Bah 3 set tu beampaian on every sudut belawan band tani.

*My aunt ada masa atu*

Aunt: Ka Anna si Wedah panat. Bagus kau Wedah anak tah banar.

Saya: Of course! XD

My parents banggang saja dangar what I have to say.

No comment, I mean come on. I don't have the money to plan them.. It's up to them what they want. Just order me around and InsyaAllah I'll do them. Hehe.

Ok, it's 2 now. Haha. Karang sekulah tapi saya macam malas hantap. Tidak I mau. HAHA. Liatlah ah. Ikut angin. Hehe.

WHY HELLO THERE BINI =P.

More pictures less words.

2009-12-01T00:54:00.003+08:00

2009-11-18T00:22:00.004+08:00

Today was highly progressive.. Hehe.

Woke up at 6 and was sleepy like shit.. the headache I felt last night was gone thankfully to the panadol. I don't really try to eat panadols when I have those aches but sigh, last night was one of those nights. I kept clicking 'snooze' of my mobile then basically woke up at 8.

Itu ini apa, sampai sekulah pukul 9. Went to the library and orang tekejut that I came to school.. I'm going to miss that. Hahah. The bini was having her exams so I is at the library with the other binis: Shidah and Peejah. We talk saja lah ah time atu.

Then went to the gym. We were planning on playing netball but sadly the gym was occupied by PE teachers.. Ada conference crap. Then, I was really hungry basically so skipped my house punya drama to eat. Sorry ah Laksamana especially Izzy and Zureen.. I was freakin hungry. Hee.

So we borrowed Abang Azim Bedada Karas' car and drove to Deyana and ate. Indian food lah ah mostly sana then I tried Fiqah's Cheese Gobi, AMAZING. AKU MAU LAGI. Haha. Sekali.. Sana baibun and crap. Super fun. Hahah.

It was raining by the time we were done so lari saja masuk ke kereta and then went to the airport ambil duit. Then ke Hua Ho kami bali stuff.

Back at school, kami inda tau kan buat apa since we can't play netball so we opted on watching our guys lawan footie. Gila wah yoh, hengsam abang abang ku sana ah especially abang Liiiau. Haha. Abang Aziiim pun wah hot giler~ Hahaha.. It was fun cheering for them and the junies.. Damn son. Munawir, Kiat sama si Rahman. Hello. Haha. Kaka don't bite lah XD. HAHA. Abang Najiiib cool wah kana tamparan ah. Don't know ah but I think they got into the semi finals. I think.

Udah akhir atu, we decided to screw it and play netball. With these juniors. Awal awal it was freaking annoying yoh. Especially these junies. Rasakanku raum. I don't know about them but I wanted to play for fun but then the junies ani think it's some kind of competition. Labih. Kami inda jua nagur durang ah pasal durang punya footwork crap, tapi durang..rasakanku tampar. Hantap. Memberi gali wah.. Cakap itu lah ini lah, ia sama jua. Mihir. Especially the girl with the flats! Baka yoh.. Hello lah dang ah mun kan kurang ajar atu do it to the junies. Banci! Attitude! Pui!

After thatliat lagi durang main footie then ada my mum, went home.

How am I you may ask? I'm fine. Headacheku keeps coming ah. I feel weird with it and I seriously think I need to check on it. Maybe it's releasing its strain but I repeat, it feels weird.. Haha entah eh.

Paranoia is hitting me right now as well; I feel some people see me as something I'd never wish for.. So I'm being cynical nowadays. It's been this way since forever nganya now, I don't want to feel this way again. I don't want to be lemah.. I don't want to be used. I don't want to be treated like.. I'm just this convenience. Serious shit.

Sigh. Ah well. Esuk sprint maths and I'll be the photographer. HEHE.

2009-11-16T22:42:00.002+08:00

FREEDOM FEELS LIKE..

Raya being dicovered at 4pm. Then, you go to a rock spa and relax yourself there, drinking their oxygenated water and teh halia. After that you eat at Fluer De Lys: Carbonara, Carrot cake and drink cold chocolate.

FREEDOM!!! XD

I'M FREAKIN FREE YOH and the bini shall join me tomorrow at 11am. I hope she opens her baju XD. Haha that sounded so wrong but yeah I don't care. I'm sure I'm a healthy girl with healthy needs: abs and man boobs. HAHA.

So the journey starts now I guess.. No more school to back you up when you have nothing to do; no more homework and projects crap. Now you gotta make yourself look useful to the society by.. Well doing stuff. Work with pay especially, a very clearcut and easy way to make people see that you're making yourself useful. I hope I'll start my driving lessons..NOW. If possible.

My maid's going back to her homeland on the 15th. My family and I will be joining her as well cause my mum apparently wants to breathe in clear village air, which I'm feeling only smells like chicken dung and swamp. Sorry, this is a city girl talking. Surabaya to be exact; the place we'll be going to I mean. I hope we'll just spend a day at the village then most of the time shopping. HAHA. Kurang hasam bunyinya aku ah.

I hope we'll be going to KK as well though. I love that place. Seriously. It's my favourite stop EVER. KALAH MIRI. KALAH SINGAPORE. Ok I tak back the Singapore part but yeah, MIRI. Preferably stay at the hotels near Api-api and you're basically free to roam there. Takoyaki at Wisma -something-, 3 F.O.S, Vincci, McD nya 24hours and you can just walk there sendiri. Bahaya pulang but just bring the whole troop there and you feel safe really. Go to the pulau which once again I forgot to recall the name, naik gunung, One Borneo and the long ride to go there! XD I love it there.

So my school's agenda for now is: Drama, Netball, Ucas and Balikkan Buku..

2009-11-11T00:17:00.001+08:00

Physics paper was TORTURE.

Hantap.

Enough said.

4 more to go.

2009-11-05T01:01:00.000+08:00

I don't feel good.

2009-11-03T00:44:00.003+08:00

Insomnia's kicking in.. -__-'

I was on my way to look through these certain pictures just now but then inda ku jadi cause I was having a heartattack when it was just loading.. Imagine what it'll do to me when I do look through them; death pakah. =/

Kemarin I had the most fun ever, kana dulur jalan ani wah. First we went to pantai Serasa picnic, then ke Mall dangani kaAmal and abangSideq gunting rambut and then lastly ke JP main ayun ayun. I seriously love ayun ayun; the feeling time arah ayun ayun atu when you're way up high then time turun atu rasanya gali.. Hahah.. Thank you X).

Tadi raun raun my Kg dalam 3x kah. Sekali I ate like a cow. Banar. I'm happy about it actually. Hahah X).

I was chanting these words at a time today:
New guy sila datang~ Sila datang~ Sila masuk ke dalam hidup I~ Sila~
Hahah X).

Shizit.
Aku mau:
McDonald's milkshake sama burger.
Sama Jolibee's spagetthi.
Sama Ideal's belgian waffles.
Sama KFC's Wedges.
Sama salad.
Boh.

I think aku pms right now pasal I'm obviously craving blindly, my 'feelings show' for Pho Phuck Lai hantap on the maximum power sama my acne's acting up; life's good.

HEHE. Life's Good.

Oh I read these words from PD vol.10. Apparently it's called the Serenity Prayer and I like it. It goes something like..

"I can't change the things that're unchanged but I pray to have the courage to change the ones that I can and the wisdom to differentiate them."

Cool ah.

Aku rambling.. Cool. Hahah.

My life is pretty much boring right now. Besides exams that's suppose to give me the heartattack, I've pretty much have been doing nothing to improve myself in.. anything. Cooking kah, cleaning kah or studying kah.. Nothing. I guess I should be worried but I don't give a fuck ah =/. Serious.

PMS tah banar.

=/

2009-10-28T18:09:00.002+08:00

Tadi aku gila. Bangung tidur bangun tidur dalam 7x akhirnya bangun pukul 10.

Sekali cuba buat past year Math. Mati. Nangis memikirkan. I can't even do the first one.

I ate nasi sama telur dadar saja tadi. Heaven yaw.

Tadi time ke sekulah, I went to the canteen and minta ajar math arah my friends. Aku luan gila duduk di lantai canteen. Then bediri nampak ada coklet coklet arah my baju; Milo -__-'. Macam taie wah usulnya. Sigh.

Math gila. Aku mau nangis. Payah hantap. Stressing.

After math, I went to Liyan's house ambil BUKU CERITA! XD HAPPYKU LUMPAT LUMPAT! XD HAHA.

Oh ate 3 jenis Mum's product. Nyaman hantap. I can feel my stomach going up and down.

That's it for now and I would like to convey my condolences to Bini Fiqah pasal ia lapas Math, Bio sampai pukul 6 kah something. Sedihku mendangar.

Many thanks

2009-10-21T23:10:00.002+08:00

I never meant to cause you trouble,
And I never meant to do you wrong,
And I, well if I ever caused you trouble,
Oh no, I never meant to do you harm.

But I can't spell it out for you,
I know it's never gonna be that simple,
No I cant spell it out for you.

I will always carry you in my heart
You'll always be my shooting star
Autumn days will fade away, but memories will always stay the same
I'm hoping you will never change, don't ever change.

Haha First of..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY COUSIN!

AUNTY HAZIMAH HASYLIN!

HAHAHA!

Semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki bla bla the exact words from the fb comment I gave you ah XD. I'm grateful that you're my cousin and I hope we're this way sampai tani tua papa kedana XD. I'm using Udin's laptop right now so nada recent photos of you lah ah sini so nada pic lah ah and I guess you're happy with that. HAA! XD

So anyways, tadi paper maths mech. Wow. Gila. Lawalah. I guess I'll do this better than Pure. Amin though I'll do awesome on Pure! XD But yeah..

Studied di library pagi atu and all I've got to say is.. Ah Seng gila. Then, Abang Mizan panat. HAHA. Sama Aleng Riza, jubur. HAHA. Alai najib, gorilla hantap aku ketawa saja. Thank you. I can't believe I missed out on that this past 2months? Menyasalku.

Bini Fiqah, I thank you so much pasal bawa aku release stress. You have good ears and I have a big mouth. We should do that more often. HAHA. XD Audi R8 Sexy~ XD

Daleng Wina, I thank you pasal dangani aku eventhough I feel it burdens you, but you don't mind at all and it's sincere; I thank you so much berabis. XD

Cousinsku, thank you so much XD. Serious.

God put a smile on all your faces and mine; I can't thank enough. XD

2009-10-19T13:14:00.002+08:00

Tadi first paper GP. Paning really so I don't think I did good. =( Inda memuaskan lah ah. Paning, I think sekajap lagikan out dari topic but luckily a few words thrown so in the end ok lah masuk jua balik into the topic. Inda clear though the essay, as always. Then aku lupa kan ambil report card dari cigu Malai. Aigoo -__-'.

I was restless last night bangun tidur vice versa. I told Fiqah this and I said pasal GP. Then she goes all,

'Right~~'

So I said, 'FINE. BOTH. HAHA.'

Sakit mataku ni. I'm in between kan membaca or sleep.

I think sleep is wise =3.

Mumblings.

2009-10-17T01:46:00.004+08:00

Yellows to change to green. Au it's freakin' 1.48 in the morning and I don't want to sleep. Malas. Haha. I don't freakin' care as well. Anyways, saya seriatu check my laptop yang bekurun lamanya indaku buka and ambil my songs there. My faves songs sana! Sukaku! XD

I've got nothing to write really ganya this is to occupy my time. Yes instead of studying I'm doing THIS.

Which I repeat, is NOTHING.

My breath smells of durian and any indications aku kan ngidam ambuyat memang inda kan timbul ni, cause I ate ambuyat 2 Fridays in a row sudah.

Golf's getting quite popular with the teens in Bunut; somehow. I've no idea why but it is. Macam, there's this place ujung kg where they (the teens) made a space to practice the freakin' thing. It's not as fancy like Empire's but really. Of all the things they're into, it has to be golf. -__-' Bangga hantap wah my dad.

Oh concerning my dad, wow. He dyed his hair black. Tapi cali, he didn't dye sampai ke sides nya wah yatah macam makai rambut palsu usulnya. Freshly black on the top but beuban on the sides. Imagine people..Imagine..

My into drink at this moment would have to be green tea and cryteseum (sp?) tea; anu yang warna kuning bunganya ah. No more ginger beer. Takut sakit parut since it's musim durian. HAHA. Apakan aku ah. Sadang sadang eh.

Aku kehotan wah si TOP Big Bang, again. HOT HANTAP. Macam, yatah abangku masa ani ni. Hahaha.. Palingku kehotan is style nya time was it time Number 1? I think so. Or was it time haru haru / lies? Between atulah ah. I was all, HO DAMN! ABANG! XD

Aku bagas kana gigit nyamuk tadi. Sakit. Dalam 7 bites. Au sissy bunyiku peduli kau! Inda alai suka wah kana gigit ah, garu garu tia lagi lapas atu. Minta tabung bah. Rasakanku tampar bah nyamuk ah arah pipinya. Mun nampak jua pipinya atu.

Di malam aku mimpi. Palui hantap, I can't believe aku mimpi atu. Buduh lah ah. I'm NEVER going to tell you guys. EVER. Haha.

Bah night.

2009-10-12T13:31:00.007+08:00

Today's word shall be integrity.

The integrity to stop and NOT RUN when you hit someone's car; the integrity to have the decency TO STOP AND INVESTIGATE THE FREAKIN CAR WHEN YOU'RE BASICALLY HAVE BEEN BESTOWED WITH THE DUTY; the integrity to REMEMBER SOMEONE'S BIRTHDAY ESPECIALLY IF THAT PERSON IS YOUR FREAKIN' FRIEND and the integrity to just BE FREAKIN' PLAIN CLEAR ABOUT SOMETHING EVENTHOUGH YOU'RE NOT SURE WITH IT.

So anyways, first paper's in a week. GP and I've yet to go through that one. My voice is very sexy right now as well. Hoarse ah. Hehe..

How was my sunday? Well woken up by si Yui reallly -__-'. I could've get about 1 hour more of sleep but sadly no. Ada wedding next door and as obliged, I attended. It was an easy one I'll tell you that cause all I have to do was sit at the kem outside my house. After the wedding, si Op datang keboringan and so everybody on Pg Hj Ibrahim's lane came by and lepak at my house. Hahah.

After that, went to visit nini next door and main sama Aqil. Allahuakbar si Aqil.. He's 4 months and want to see his size? here.

AGREE WITH ME THAT, THAT IS A BIG BABY.

4 months tu.

Adorable ganya takutku angkat cause eventhough he's big tapi very gentle you know. Macam, inda buleh kasar on him even time kan ngipak ah. So yeah. CUTE XD.

After that kesebalah lagi arah Yui's and begambar gambar and had coke. Hahah. Sekali Sideq datang so then ia bawa jalan jalan ke pantai. Couldn't see the sunset though; sadly sal we were a tad late but I did get a shot of the sky.

Fiery. Hahah.

Then balik, showered and ate. Sekali my dad's friend punya anak datang so I attended them and biarkan durang main di bilik sayalah ah.. Atulah really.

Erm, tadi sekulah was ok. I don't know why macam I felt abit tired? Inda jua. Macam, no fun lah ah. Rasa macam it was a blurr so it was boring. But yeah atulah.

Aight, I'm done procrastinating. XD

PROCRASTING

2009-10-05T13:28:00.002+08:00

Masa ani I dengar lagu ini:

- Never Change by Dear Juliet
- Just Like A Star by Corinne Bailey Rae
- Who Am I To Say by Hope
- The Way I am by Ingrid Michaelson
- If You're Gone by Matchbox 20
- Time After Time by Matchbox 20
- Breathe by Michelle Branch
- Sempurna by Andra & The Blackbone
- Dan Sebenarnya by Yuna
- You Belong With Me by Taylor Swift

Awesome.

GREATEST INVENTIONS

2009-10-02T15:42:00.004+08:00

ELECTRICITY

I'm pretty sure Rimba zone and zones yang sewaktu dengannya agrees with me. It lights up your night, it gets your aircond to work and if it weren't for this, we'd still be wrapping animal skins around us. Inda ja?

TOE SOCKS

Most awesome ever. Your toes won't share their sweat together so when you wiggle your toes inda macam, you know.. slippery? Yang lain rasanya ah. I don't like the feeling. Banar. Lain. Haha.

POTATO PEELER

Very awesome. I love potatoes but I tak pandai peel them pakai knife cause merbahaya. This comes in handy berabis. I can peel them like it's nothing in seconds flat. HAHA labih jua in seconds..Nada wah acah saja wah. But hey it does help. XD

Those are the greatest inventions to date. Anyways, esuk raya celebration di sekulah.. Aku datang. Au ego lah diriku kerna tidak datang sekulah time belajar tapi time ani datang. Hey what to do, yatah aku tu. Wow it sounds negative. HAHA please don't hate me for that.

*Thinking hard and the bini would know what I'm thinking* In conclusion I'm still there and relax saja. Haha.

Oh yeah, dangar lagu Owl City The Saltwater Room. CHANTEK!

Sigh. Double Sigh.

2009-09-30T22:49:00.002+08:00

Do u know that feeling? The one that makes up wanna give everything up and spend all day just plain lying around on freshly cut grass, inhaling its relaxing aroma. Imagine that times a gazillion.

Thats how i feel right now.

I feel like abandoning all obligations. I dont wanna think about my personal statement. I dont wanna fill up my UCAS application. I dont wanna study for my A levels. I dont care if the world is hit with meteor showers which will later turn into awesome automobiles that can copy kick-ass cars just by using some kind of outta this world scanner. I simply just dont care.

I want to spend my days listening to music. I want to do my nails. I want to do my hair. I miss my long hair. I want to go shop. I want to travel. I wanna fall in love and get married. I wanna be rich- Like seriously in-your-face rich. I wanna go to Mars; I heard thats where men come from. They even made a book out of it. I want to meet these Men. Surely, having a planet of its own would entitle me to meet atleast one decent guy. Preferably taller 175cm with perfect abs and biceps and a killer smile. And has an affinity for stuffs i like too. To prevent future arguments or mishaps.

See how perfect the world would be without having to care about what career path I should take.

But NOOOOOO, back to reality. My personal statement is non-existant. I dont quite remember my UCAS password. I tend to procascinate everytime I think I should do my revisions.

And worse to come : the place I live in is somewhat losing its ability to generate electricity. Which leads to me spending my nights siting in the car hogging the air-conditioner whilst listening to dad's crappy CDs which you annoyingly end up singing along to. Thank god for diesel powered cars. i.e: cheap fuel.

To the guy/girl (Im sure its a guy but hey I might be wrong and I dont want to be labeled as a sexist) who discovered electricity, Im really REALLY sorry that ive taken thou creation for granted. All this time I have never really expressed my gratitude for the gift that has been bestowed upon us. Although it has created Global warming and started wars which are considered minor disadvantages, Life is not the same without electricity. I totally salute human beings way before me who had survived life without its presence. I am glad for the fact that I live in this modern era.

It is quite unnatural for me to even have my eyes open at this time of the night which explains the unreasonable things you have just read. but whatever.

Dreams bursting at the seams

2009-09-30T13:18:00.002+08:00

Yes aku gila

Forgive me bini

Forgive me teachers

Forgive me everybody who were there

Cause I did it

I ran around naked

HAHAHA.. Jubur itam nadada.. I'm still sane enough.. just insane to not go to school. Again. Anyways, I'm procrastinating.

Again.

Oh last night I tried to be normal. I mean the way I talked to him. It was easy enough really because I'm always good at that but it's sorta hard.. For my head. I guess I was really normal which was so wrong that it didn't masuk akal? Maybe. My feelings for him are still there but I'm trying with all my might to get used to himlah ah.. Macam, in a way if I get used to him and talk to him the way I did last night, I guess it'll fade away. I'm not hoping for it but when it does fade away, I think I won't realise it and maybe by then, I won't even mind? I've no comment on that.

What I do know is that I sound dramatic, I do know I shouldn't be this way and I do know that I sound scary but I can't help it, I am this person. Whether it's a good thing or a bad thing depends on how you see me but I'm pretty sure you guys should feel lucky when you're noticed by me. Really.

So anyways, di malam open house arah si Yui. I wore baju biasa hantap. I look like a Bruneian inda tau tatasusila MIB. Banar tah. Haha tapi apa daya sabar saja..Durang ramai pun cematu wah so yeah XD.

I believe that if everybody would just aim for what they want before they go and mengasak arah canteen, everybody would have their food and drink; not only that but also enjoy it on their tables by 10.03. Banar. Sumpahku.

To ten million fireflies

2009-09-29T13:55:00.003+08:00

Haha aku bored. Well, procrasting lah ah banarnya abislah orang kesian ulehku kana kacau. Hehe. Sorrylah powerful bah boredom ani.

So anyways, I went to school this morning; which I find was a miracle that my eyes were open exactly at 5.30 without any help from my mobile. Haha but I went back to sleep pulang ah and woke up at 6. Tapi cali, I felt like I was just bagas tutup mata saja but then rupanya tidur tah udah tu.. I mean the whole night.

So school was as always; dormant. Sekajap boring, sekajap buat tidur, sekajap siuk, sekajap it just makes you want to run around naked. I don't know why naked but yes, naked. The teachers start sudah suruh buat past year. Well andang dari dulu pulang durang suruh but now they're just pushing it and it feels like pushing out a baby from the vejayjay. Yes I know I've not yet experience the feeling but I do have a hunch that 0.1 fraction of the pain is there. I mean, I just want to do it but it just won't budge out? Something like that.

Fine, 0.0000000000000001 fraction of the pain tah. -__-' Wouldn't want to hurt the preggie population. Which by the way I think fluctuates ikut parts of the year? The population I mean. Somehow. Macam, in my school, the teachers and faculties who're preggie banyak masa time ujung tahun last year and basically the babies were born dalam December-January lah ah. Then I remembered the same teachers did the same thing (being preggie) 3 (somewhere between those years) years ago. So macam, wow.

Maybe the process of making them is infectious..Maybe. Viral ikut wind.. Horny wind I'd say.

In regards of my PS, tinggal conclusion nya saja lagi. I'm behind than my other friends. Why? Malas I guess.. And I'm not freaking sure what I want to do. UCAS lagi alumku apply. I'll do it later; my mobile has the reminder.

Tapi ah, I think I won't do good. Nauzubillah and I hope for the best but macam, if I wanted to be awesome I'd have work hard last year. Ani, Sigh entah ih. UITB sounds perfect right now..I heard they have sandwich? Yang ada baloney ah. Nyaman kali ah.

-___-' sigh bukan sandwich atulah.. Attachment thingy wah eh while doing courses crap. I just hope my results are awesome enough to go there.

There's also the part about my plan to work part time next year. I want to but macam, hmm why do I get the feeling I'd be too lazy to apply? To do the job is a cinch ganya to apply atu wah. I'm not good with people. My voice damit when I'm shy. Tapi mun udah ilang malu bah jaga..Macam setan tah tu. Haha. Oh and there's also the part yang pasal graduation thing. I'm in the decoration committee..so abis apa itu ini, maybe kan cari kerja on March? But then considering if I don't do good on my Alevel (NAUZUBILLAH) I won't be working, I'd be busy studying.

Haha it's that time of year again. Hun bukan month ah.. year. -__-'

Oh people please do listen to Fireflies by Owl City. AWESOME WAH HANTAP! LAWA BANAR!

Aight that's all. XD

2009-09-26T16:07:00.003+08:00

SEKULAH INDA LAGI LAMA!

INDA CALI.

EXAMS...!!

My raya is filled with aku beraya this year. I think this year tah paling banyakku beraya banar tah. Scary. Fun but scary somehow but can't explain why.

So studies were not done during this holiday. They were filled with cakes, late night memacah and sungkai galore. A roller coaster of thoughts comes into picture as well with me screaming at the wrong peaks and I can't help but feel; lost.

Lost; stuck in the middle of between something. Macam, what the hell is going to happen to me next year? This year sudah macam macam, apakah ni next year. Hahah. Mudahan saja panjang umurku, Amin.

Au aku rambling. Hehe.

Trouble coldplay

2009-09-20T10:42:00.002+08:00

Aku sedih..

Rasa macam kana avoid..

Maybe I'm paranoid but yeah..

So raya tak nampak, another day to puasa. Hahah yeay XD. Mum's downstairs baking; still. Ermm, the orders are more or less completelah ah..Sekali..I'm not feeling good, sajuk sajuklah tapi no fever thankfully. Di malam sahur at Yui's soto. So bored bangun tidur atu I went there at 12, cerita cerita, dangani durang buat popia gulung and went back home at 1 ish. Sekali looked through the internet and msn; no response so I went back to sleep.

Susah hatiku.. Pasal apa? my mum's orders and yang the part aku rasa kana avoid.

2009-09-19T00:54:00.002+08:00

I'm exhausted.. Kabas jubur bejalan ke KB. Pukul 5pm jalan datang balik 12.30am..

The bini I sorry didn't reply your message; my battery went dead di sana.

Pokoknya jubur kabas..

Nearly time

2009-09-18T20:29:00.003+08:00

I think Im going to die. Not that I want to.

Ive never heard of anyone die due to over-eating before and I for sure dont want to the first. But thats how I feel right now. I feel like I think Im gonna die. Because I over-ate.

Kue tiaw basah, Shepperd's (sp?) pie, sausage rolls, mee goreng, custard puff, egg tarts, some kind of green cake that tastes a tad bit like bananas, bandung and milo. Thats what i stuffed myself with and macam not in small portions. And no i didnt go out for sungkai but it feels like I had Cheezbox and Nyonya punya worth of sungkai buffet. NOT a good thing.

I bet my baju raya aint gonna fit me after this so yeah aku beraya pakai jubah tah ganya ni. I would say Im overacting but REALLY im THAT stuffed. Kan menaip ani pun macam payah and heaving. But as I wait for Ep 09 to buffer - which is taking eons - I couldnt think of anything worthwhile to do so i ended up typing all this.

I really dont know what possesed me onto stuffing myself with that amount of food. I sure was not THAT hungry.

but yeah. whatever.

Ramadhan is reaching its end and so far i had accomplished to :-

1. Clean my room.
More like mum threatened me to do so or else she would disown me. And I have to say its like good fengshui or something. Somehow im more reclined to study. NOT.

2. Sungkai with the bini/laki. HAHAHA
Had a blast. Was super duper uber fun=) and memorable.

3. Not care about my personal statement and universities whatnot.
Im not proud of it ganya mcm everytime I do it I tend to think of reasons why I should do it LATER. And I HAVE done my first draft gnya batah nungu the georgie kan check so Im left hanging.

4. Watch every single newly released episodes of My Fair Lady and Heading To The Ground.
Walaupun ia batah buffering and mun abis dah buffering datang tia jua gilanya alum abis the video inda tia mau play so mesti refresh lagi and tunggu lagi

5. Update myself of happenings in the korean entertainment industry
i.e : allkpop, soompi and popseoul.

6. To get a new haircut yg aneh teramat sangat but i like it even if it looks weird and babah ku cakap ia pun pandai mun aku kan begunting cani. No, its not the bowl/pot cut.

7. Manik -more like tampal thingies on my- baju raya. which i dont think i can fit by the time raya arrives so go figure!

8. Find the secret of making an amazing carrot cheese cake. less than three three three three three. *swoons* had baked like two cakes per week and I call it my staple food. Mum ckap aku kesakaian and I think she is secretly relieved as i dont have to spend her money di Fleur de Lis. tee hee.

well yeah atu lah saja.

currently missing the bini/laki yg sibuk baking. have fuunn. sama kau bau. and bukan harum.

2009-09-16T03:47:00.006+08:00

What's happening at my house at 2am?

THIS

My mum's baking time is nocturnal. It's usualy quiet but tonight inda baby XD. Durang ramai datang pasal bored bah dirumah sekali datang, iski kan tolong buat the cake! Haha especially si Fuad.

Macam, I didn't plan to take pictures but then I saw the camera and thought, what the heck!

From cakes, to just being plain photo fanatics. XD

So anyways,

2009-09-15T03:30:00.002+08:00

I still like you I really do. Don't know how you'd react to that if I say that to you but I can't help it so I might as well put it here first.

Masih samalah ah how I feel. I personally think it's a good thing but hey. Haha I don't have much to say about it. Que Sera Sera.

Grateful

2009-09-14T18:06:00.002+08:00

Di malam...

Was so bored macam tahi rasanya. I went online and macam, nothing to do seriously menalurlah. Chatted with the Bini and updated ourselves; she now has a haircut where his dad pun pandai buatkan untuk ia.. No comment, aku ketawa saja bahak bahak. HAHA. Then, kana panggil kebawah to do some raya shits but all I did was clean up the cabinet. Then bejalan tiaku ke Yui's.. The plan was to watch my dvd sana and then bawa si Yui tidur rumah since aku bored (Yes, Yui's my playmate now) but hurrah hurrah! Alhamdulillah! Ka Asmah messaaged me bawa makan dim sum. So I culik Yui and Ka Asmah picked us up at around 10.30 ish. Went to Gadong properties and ate there. Siuk lah cerita cerita ni..sampai the food payah kan masuk ke parut. Aku wah malar kana kacang.

Then abis cakap cakap and kan in a way I thought balik, ada tia Ka asmah bebunyi 'Lam macam alum kanyang aku ani.. bah ke McD tani.' So dengan banggangnya aku pun ikut and kami makan lagi di McD. Oh I forgot to mention; there was me, Yui, Ka Asmah and Salam. Ka Asmah lanja woi aku diam saja and be grateful. Hahah. So ordered McD, ate in the car and becali lagi. Gila wah. The burger had a hard time going down. Haha. Then abis sana, Salam minta bawa lagi makan ke JP tongkeng so macam kesana tah ni but sadly the kadai tutup so balik tah after that. Oh FYI aku inda pandai makan tongkeng so macam, yeah. Haha.

I really had fun. X) Terasa wah that I'm loved (eceh). Haha au au sounds weird but it's true and all I can do is be grateful. I can't explain exactly what I felt last night.. Macam every moment sama durang I can't help but just. Be. Freakin'. Thankful. Didn't talk about anything serious, I just laughed my head off.

THANK YOU, YOU GUYS! XD

So after that malam macah, went home and dangar them cousins of mine belatih lagu Cinta Ini Membunuhku. Again, I can't help but feel.. Ermm.. A sad lyric with a happy tune? Something like that. Hahah. Then last last, subuh atu meliat Adventureland.. Pokoknya it's full of weed, love and college grads. Haha.

Blogging to kill sungkai time affects the functionality of my family system. Basically my mum pissed of sudah having to shout for us to come down for sungkai. HAHA!

2009-09-13T17:41:00.003+08:00

My mum has been trying to get me to talk to her these past 5 days. Talk about what? I don't want to tell you that. Pokoknya, it's stressing me out. I go down and macam do my own thing ambil barang apa she'd go 'Ydah ok kah?' and I'll go, 'Au ok kenapa?' Then malam malam she asked me stuff and I'd have to answer her lah ah but the things I answered are not the things she wanted to hear.. She wanted to know my exact problem.. When in fact I don't have any..

Well I do have problems but who doesn't? That's just life bah you go on lah do the things you do saja with it occupying your head and besides, these problems are not that crazy sampai sampai I'd do suicide bah! Come on!! My life is too precious for suicide. Haha. Aku macam, aku stress pasal my mum pulang ni. -__-'

I know she's concerned about me ganya it's just that.. What she wanted me to tell her atu is just the thing I don't, never talk to her about wah. It's the thing I'm comfortable talking about with someone else but not her, it's always been that way. I love her because she's concerned atulah ah but I assure you mum, I'm alright bah =).

And seriously, I say this again and again (tarus nyanyi lagu 2pm) I'm fine. Kuat kali ah aku ani ingat apa? I mean I'm not perfect; I whine, I cry, I get pissed off apa with unreasonable points..But in the end I'll be fine and I'll admit my mistakes when I have them.. I make sure I do. X)

2009-09-12T18:14:00.003+08:00

It's not oscar awesome macam Speedy Scandal tapi cali jualah. A nice movie to see time time sunshine rainy thingy. Haha somehow.

My favourite part was time durang explain explain why the dude yang lama udah kenal the girl likes her. All of them said it's because he was with her his whole life yatah grew the feeling. But the dude instead said,

"I didn't love her because I was always with her. I was always with her because I love her."

Macam, DAMN SON! Haha Abang abang yang cematu atu, please see me *wags* HAHAHA! Nada wah. Still nice words.. Nice words..

Rasa wah aku ah to kill time tunggu sungkai..And the time has finally come. HAA! See ya! XD

Que Sera Sera

2009-09-11T13:06:00.007+08:00

Sudah tah. I don't know what to do lagi and I'm sorry.

Ok, hahah nada pics bah sini ah! Kesian. Bah I upload pics lah ah..

Malam Pacah

With the cousins of mine. Ka Asmah was the ride and I LOVE HER! Inda abis ketawa bah asal bejumpa! Kami baru sadar that, we're ulong and proud of it. HEHE. Sungkai betiga kami : Ka Asmah, Yui and me di McDonald's. Aku biasalah Big Mac nada alang alang! Haha! Then after sungkai we go around Mall and Sab sama Najeen joined in dalam dalam masa atu so kami pacah di sana sampai pukul 10. Hahah I'm thankful for them..For what? For being pacah and making me laugh.

Malam Sungkai di Nyonya

Sungkai with the buddies. I love these guys. At home I have my cousins, at school I have them. Pokoknya masa sini my food wouldn't go into my stomach sal sibuk ketawa saja. Haha! Cinderella apa abis bekisah masa ani. The food there was delicious banar especially dim sumnya. Gila lah ah. Hahah. Sabri panat lah ah inda mau abis kisah nya pasal aku during pre-school. Rasakan di gunting rambutnya ada juntai juntai atu. HAHA!

Awesome Thursday

This Thursday was time meliat bulan so basically abis semua buddies di sana lepak and kan main game karas lah ah before the puasa starts. Oh yeah sama time time ani Pe Dept lanja the PSR lot makan so we basically didn't have to go out and find food. Hahah, thank you chers.The best bah tart ah! I played my ass off time netball and dance hard jua *wags*. Pokoknya I got the teachers traumatized. Haha handal jua udah tu aku atu wah ah. Haha!

Hmm I guess the blog is waking up now? I hope. What do you guys think? Haha.

Bored

2009-09-07T03:24:00.003+08:00

Bored and my head is occupied. It's not improtant and it's just me being paranoid. I think I need to stop thinking about it so that way it'd go my way. Haha I doubt it but yeah..

So tadi hmm.. I woke up, brushed my teeth, washed my face and went downstairs. It was 11am and then I went to Yui's house. Au, I didn't shower yatah my mum marah and asked me to shower first but aku melawan yoh =(. I feel guilty but my hard headed-ness won. So anway I went there and just sat and talk. Najeen was there as well so macam I watched Yui kacau ia tidur; they look cute. Sekali macam, sana cerita cerita then I went home to shower. After the shower, I went out ke kadai ujung kg to buy bread for my baby brother. Got back and went online and surfed the internet. When I went down, I noticed that my aunts were here so sama durang tah cerita cerita apa. Sekali Fad messeaged and asked about going to the airport thing and I said maybe nada lah transport but in the end we got transport from an old friend of ours; Hazwan. So Fad, Hazwan and I went to the airport to send Sabri off. Sungkai kami di sana and then said our goobyes to Sabri. Oh yeah Bon Voyage dude see you when you get back. Haha. Then kami balik, Hazwan dropped me off but then this thing happened that go me so ticked off that I just walked tarus ke Yui's with my stuff. So there I was limpang limpang and liat tv apa. Najeen was planning to come but then inda jadilah. It rained so I had to wait for it to reda to walk back home. So now here I am, lying on my bed lapas liat 2 dvds. Life's good.

2009-09-06T22:32:00.004+08:00

Aku bored and I just remembered lama udah inda beupdate blog ah and yes it's getting boring, I know. Malas bah udah kan update and I write here if I have worries saja nowadays. Inda lagikan teupload pics shitcrap; just go to my facebook for that one..Atu pun I makin malas juga udah.

So anyways I've been thinking alot. I don't know which to categorize this but I think 'for future reference' would be the right choice?

I realise that what ever we do, whatever we give to a person.. Doesn't matter if it's big or small, expensive or cheap; what we tend to feel from it depends on the light we see the person in. I mean, I can give this person I love a piece of paper and this person whom I hate a golden necklace but in the end what matters the most is whether does the person I love keeps the paper well or not, whether it's still with them or not, whether he knows it's special or not so that's why I gave it to him. Then I wouldn't care whether the person I hate atu lost the golden necklace eventhough it may cost a billion quids. So mcm, I guess that what it means when people say 'it's the heart that counts.' Then in a waykan, if lah we receive something like that paper atu and we'd think it's crappy.. I mean really, apa special a paper? but since we love that person, we'd keep it jua wah bisai bisai without noticing it. Because we ;ove that person so kami simpan saja because of that person. Serious, it depends on the person atu. So the fact that ada this person, keeps my stuff I gave them well.. I'm really glad, grateful and I smile whenever I see it.

So now, all that's left is for that person to keep my feelings well.. so that I'd feel good, glad and happy till my smile is so wide you can't believe it exists.

I think too much and I'm getting tepesong. HAHA I think it's time to go back on track and do the things MY WAY.

Haha au lai aku emo. Emo hantap. Maybe it's the hormones ni. Banar.

Feelings Show

2009-08-24T19:36:00.002+08:00

I'm really -something- right now. Atulah ah pokoknya. I'm not eating that much even sungkai..Minum pun macam, I should, atleast water but it just wouldn't go in. My mind's restless so I walk around alot and always end up tempat Si Yui..Sana tahku tu duduk banggang macam inda sadar diri. Hahah.. Inda jalan kaki, I use the car raun the kampung. If lah inda puasa ni I bring all to play netball. Banar tah. Hahah.

Anyways, I'm going to start rambling ni lai jangan jua. If inda paham diam saja and if paham, pun diam sajalah ah.. hahah.

The problem with me is that I'm forgetful and tactless. And I don't trust my feelings easily. Even if I may sound like I'm really open and the stuff that I say sound unimportant but I say them because IT IS important.. You, of all people noticed it.

Maybe you think I say things without sincerity cause of the tone of my voice but the reason I use that tone is because I'm not confident.. I'm scared. I am never confident. And I don't, never utter beautiful words without sincerity. Cause that's not me.. I don't even utter them that much to my parents, who deserve them more than anybody I know. I can never say my feelings right.. Never.. but you can see it by how I move about, my expression apa.. I just hope you get that.

I am never insincere about my feelings and that's why I'm afraid of them.. Cause they're too strong and I fear people see it macam I'm this psycho thing. I am not. I'm paranoid, never confident and very random. Macam I have this gazillion ways to say it and in the end I won't say it cause I'll end up stuck on how to say it, I'll be scared if nobody accepts it and I fear that I'd use the wrong way on how to say it.

And I think I say my plans crap so that I'd feel I have back up when I'm hurt, padahal I've been hurt selama ani. Even before you came.

Yes aku inda ngana but please just bare with me.

I like every part of you: yang cali, who listens to me, the one who talks to my brothers, who looks at me all sincere and..well banyak lagi but I feel funny saying them here.

But my point is,

I like you. Believe me, never doubt it. I look like I don't because I'm scared that you won't like me so I might as well back off first. And again, I repeat. I is the paranoid type.

I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you. I like you.

I just need to let this out and I don't care. It's my time to sound membari watir. It's my time to say what I want.

Aight I'm done. Hahah. Phewh.

Nyoya

2009-08-11T19:39:00.002+08:00

Haha..

I need to step it up eh. I mean really..

I FREAKING NEED TO ALWAYS BRING MY CAMERA AROUND!

SERIOUSLY!

I was absent yesterday sal apakah aku inda ingat (eksenku). So yeah rupanya hari ani Cigu Rosita Melanja kami (her Mech class) makan! Well macam, I knew about it udah last night ganya I couldn't believe it lah ah and ada jua berita maybe Thursday yang cigu lanja. Sekali nah! It was today!

AND I DIDN'T BRING MY FREAKING CAMERA!

Sedihku. Ah well.

Anyways,

she treated us all to Nyoya. Haha. So macam, damn! Inda alang alang wah cigu lanja kami ah.. Yatah I'm all THANK YOU CHER!!!

So I was in 1 table dengan, Ekin, Fudge and Zaty; with the boys: Shahminan, Abg Mizan, Seng (cina), Alai Hafiz, Amer sama Keris.  Haha. So kami punya food was:

- Selungsung Asam.
- HK Kailan with scallops.
- Tom Yam soup.
- Prawn Nestum.
- Butter Chicken.
- Keropok.
- Nasi.

Haha. And I drank Ice Lemon Tea.

Haha sekali shizit lah I like the Prawn. Nyaman hantap. Haha. Atu lah ah pokoknya.

Sekali kan before we ordered, Cigu Rozita was the last one to datang wah sekali kami nyanyi Happy Birthday nyaring nyaring when she came in. And then, yes you guessed it.. HAHA abis kami makan apa ada tia keluar 2 singing/dancing/guitar playing pilipinos wishing Cigu Rosita a happy birthday. Atu inda kami ketawa lakak lakak!!

And I shall NEVER EVER forget ocho ocho.. TETAP di hati tu! HAHAHAHA! Vids and Pics available arah facebook. HAHA. Cari saja tia sana mun mau tau apa ocho ocho. Kalah poco poco tu. HAHAHA!

And yeah..

THANK YOU CHER ROSITA!

2009-08-03T12:44:00.002+08:00

EXAMS ABIS UDAH!

Haha..

So malam nya abis exam itu saya tolong me cousin surprise their mother with her birthday. So patang atu we went out bali ayam and cake for the BBQ. Cake inda payah the BBQ in case kamu luan belurus -__-'. Anyways, we were helped by si dashing Op dengan dengan handsome steed nya bawa kami ke SKH and buy the stuff there. HAHA. So in the car was aku, ia, Yui, Najen and Fuad. Yatah cali, masa kan keluar Bunut, ada tia their mother masuk ke jalan bagas kerja! Atu ya kami yang inda sepatutnya in the car betapuk! HAHA..

And somehow it ended up they assumed yang di front seat yang banarnya si Fuad was their cousin si Muiz. HAHA.

So di SKH we went and looked for the chicken wings.. Sekali kami inda pandai pilih. All I know about chicken is that if masih nampak red as in ada darah then it's fresh. So macam, bantai saja tia pilih. Hee. Sekali ada tia Ka Amal.. Alhamdulillah~ Haha.

After pilih the wings cari noodles and the sauce apa. Pokoknya kami lama kan pilih jenis mee apa. Haha.

Aku malar telanggar orang -__-'.

Then malam nya it went well except for the part about the dawai for the salai thing. Everybody kanyang with the chicken and fun lah I should say. Hehe. Pictures karangku upload. It's not here. Haha.

Then kemarin, bangun tidur I tried to do my computer project. Yes I 'tried.' Membuat udah tu sekali my mum pakai the laptop macam, inda tia ku besemangat so ke rumah si Yui ta menalur sana. durang punya curtains sampai udah! Hehe..

Sekali patangnya ke doa Arwah thingy arah this relative of ours di Lambak, famously known to us banyak cucu cucu handsome. But, udah di liat now, ERR.. Jangan tah. Haha.. Good looking pulang tapi muda macam anak-anak. Haha..Boring lah ah sana macam, pleaselah..Baikku tidur tu. Sigh. Haha.

Then after ke sana I went to the Halal Expo with the si Yui apa. In my baggy baju kurung with my tudong macam orang tua hantap. I didn't feel sexy. Sigh. So jalan jalan, I bought Ice cream, my mum bought saussages and asked me to angkat them so macam, Gahh. -__-' Sekali ada wah this green recycling bag sana kana bagi but we must fill this forms up to get them. I didn't want one but THEY WANT IT. So macam fill in the form and bebaris ni. Barisannya ani PANJANG HANTAP.. AND I WAS IN MY FREAKIN BAJU KURUNG AND CARRYING SAUSAGES. -__-' Sekali ada tia orangnya cakap that the bags abis so we have to wait an hour to get them. So I thought we'd go home lah since an hour tunggu.. SEKALI INDA. THEY WANTED TO WAIT A FREAKIN HOUR FOR THE BAG.. AND KAMI KANA SURUH TUNGGU WHIL THE MOTHERS JALAN. Aku pissed off, hantap. Au aku jahat. Sigh. Sekali udah dapat the bag balik tah kami. INDA JU BERAPA BAG AH! Seriously.

Ah atu lah the update. I'll upload some pics karang. Haha..

Steps For A Successful Procrastination

2009-07-24T12:56:00.004+08:00

Step 1

Make this your mantra : "I'll do it later. There's more time."

Step 2

Come up with things you ought to do three weekends ago. If u cant think of any, these may help :-
a) 'My table is too dusty. I cannot study in these conditions thus I should dedustify.' Take at least 3 hours to "find" the duster before you start dusting.
b) 'Whats that song i need to download again?' Hmm... Switch on your laptop and get carried away.
c) 'My socks are not organized. I MUST search for my other purple pink polka dot pair.' and
This never fails -
d) Ask your parents if theres any cleaning to do. Quite beneficial as this is major sucking up and you'll prolly end up with a brand new car by the end of the year.

note : the word 'prolly' is bolded so DONT get yur hopes up.

step3

Screw it. Go watch TV!

Step 4

Think Hungry. Think "Brain food". GO TO KITCHEN.

And if all fails; you're STILL studying then

Step 5

GO TO SLEEP =)

AKU RANDOM

2009-07-22T23:55:00.002+08:00

Something's bothering me.

I want to do these things crap but I know, if I do them it'll just end up exactly what I was trying to avoid.

Somehow.

Again,

No one knows what tomorrow brings so just smile and look forward to it.

HAHA.

Anyways, esuk Physics and I'm just reading the notes. I know it's not helping to just read but macam.. hish.. Screw it..

Should've..Would've..Could've..

Au I'm being random..

HEHE.

Avoiding past years.

2009-07-20T18:21:00.004+08:00

ALLO!

Yes lama udah inda update sorry.. There's been alot happening but I've no idea which to talk about, let alone where to start. Anyways three pictures editted to show you guys what's been up. And au it's VERY outdated. Very.

First picture is time time kami BARA MS. We went to Tasek Lama and did these activities provided. Pagi was this team building actvities and it consists of spiderwebs, the giant slipper and trust methods thingy thing thing. Haha. Then patang was these challenging activities lah ah kirakan.. Flying Fox, River-Crossing, Rock Climbing and Aussie Rundown. SIUK HANTAP! Oh and the food was provided by Cigu Farid and NYAMAN HANTAP!! HANTAP!!Second picture would be the pictures of my family and three dudes (Op,Najen and Muiz). HAHA. Apakan. Long story short, they are my playbuddies. Band etc I mean. Cool lah durang and fun; I'd say I want this song si Muiz or Op shall find the chord and play. HAHA. Kalau Si najen, main drums saja. So we play every, I'd say Sunday night sampai pagilah kirakan. But we just don't play band lah ah..Bemain jua segala badminton sama darts apa. Haha. As for the candles, sejarahlah. Hahah. Pokoknya they're fun.Oh and that adiku pakai mask cali ah usulnya inda muat. Hehe. And the glove; yes it is what you think it is and yes, it's mine.

Last but not least si Sabri. HAHA. Ia datang ke rumah saya seriatu and we hanged. Duduk duduk dangar lagu, main drum, webcammed sama si Riza, cerita sal sekulah apa dan buat milkshake. HAHA milkashake si sabri awesome hantap sekali minum..inda mau lagi. HAHA nada wah. It was manis hantap but addictive. Nyaman.. X)

So now, ni exam esuk ah and right now I is rehat and procratinating lah ah. Maths the first paper and I tell ya.. Inda cali ni. -__-' Takut ku. The paper's freakin hard! Aku cuba specimen. Kan nangis saya. Sigh. I just hope I manage.. banar tah..

Ohh I'm in love dengan lagu Kelly Clarkson I Do Not Hook Up. Cantik X).

Sekali..

Ah, I is confused/happy. Atu lah ah. Haha.

So, that's it. Nanti tah lagi update! X)

Im not Broke, Im Bankrupt

2009-06-27T10:04:00.004+08:00

How Palaw is this? For some unfanthomable reason aku lupa datang for my driving class. Well not unfanthomable really. More like a pathetic misunderstanding. Macam palaw lah ah and yet aku amused ni jan bagai.

The story goes that I dreamt that my driving class was cancelled. Kali masa mama banguni and tanya what time is my class, I said my class is cancelled. Showing how palaw I am at 6.48 in the morning. She asked why and I remember dozing back to sleep. Kali mcm pkul 9.30 ah ada tia instructor ku call and asked where I am. And me being the palaw person that I am jawab "Baru bangun Cikgu". Enough said. As you can see by now, I love using the word Palaw. Si Wai tu ngajar and now its stuck.

Esuk BARA and I CANT WAIT. Mostly pasal aku kan jumpa bini ku. She promised a hug. HEHE. Jan saja nada. And if Im lucky I might get a peck on the cheeks. HAHAHAH. Hint tu wai.

The day after that buka tia skulah... Something Im not looking foward to. I am quite comfortable waking up hours after the crack of dawn. And I dont think I actually did any studying. Quals in like 3 weeks time. Then again bila jua wah urang study 3 weeks before exam? No offense but if you DO, hands down pasal i wish i had your willpower.

Anyway... Me thinks this is the right time to introduce thy husbands

No. 1

Introducing sexy beast which I named Lukman =)

HOT AHH GILA KALI

No.2

Ak. Tae Sung bin Pg. Lee

We're getting married next weekend pasal this Sunday ada BARA. You are officially invited. Kami kan kawin di Tambing. Dream Come True =) And Plis ah makanan bawa makanan sendiri. Nada catering sanggup kan set up their tables arah tambing ah.

I was watching shopaholic ari atu and this line got stucked in my head

" I was stalked once... By a dog"

HAHAHA. Priceless.

Lastly, Who wants to bet si Wai inda datang first day of school? HAHAHAHA =P

The Holiday. Or so it says.

2009-06-23T14:46:00.003+08:00

Its past a week since the holidays started and it feels like baru kemarin last day of term. I hate it when time flies, but I'm not having fun. I remember sleeping A LOT and watching A LOT OF DRAMAS and thats it, Basically my holidays mcm a repetition of Sundays. Not a good thing.

Baru lagi kana gtau Chem ada project and Im like hvdgxnsxoschslcsdkfidsojfdlf pasal we need to make a freakin presentation. Kapih ku just BUYING the thingies. Atu sad attempt lah ah kan start buat project ah. The transparency costs $1.30 a piece. No shit. And entah mengapakah aku si tahai membali 15 pieces. As if I want to bore the whole class with 15 pages of crap. Kali the pens lagi cost me $7.50. MACAM HELLO KAPIH WORLD, I will embrace you. Sigh. And the worst part has yet to come - THE ACTUAL PRESENTATION. URGH. Pasal Physics tia lagi presentation ku ani mcm tah ku paham.

Anyway my bini is prolly having a blast di KK. Pasal ada Secret Recipe. Sama BURGER KING. and A LOT other yummy places. Not forgetting Kopitiam and Kenny Rogers. That said macam deprived jua Brunei ani ah. Ada pulang bunyinya Secret Recipe kan buka di Mall (at least ada coming soon sign) gnya smpai ani wah nada jua ada buka-bukanya. The only carrot cheese cake available mun ku craving arah Fleur de Lis ganya and that place DOES NOT COME CHEAP.

Currently Im crazy over Romance Zero pasal the guy yang blakun, as always, HOTT and ia ckap ia kan kawin sama aku. HAHAHHAHAHA. cali tu bui. WAWAWWAWAWWA=.=" and ada si kang in yang bagi ku annoying ia sana tapi ia adorable jua at times. The jalan cerita is quite nice mcam not the typical korean drama macam ada omph factor lah ah and yeah IM CRAZYY OVER IT. Obsessed to the point that EVERYDAY ku check mysoju mun ada kah nada new episode. And ada that one day I slept like pkul 1 and was absent the next day padahal my chem exam was 3 days away. THAT obsessed. LAWA LAH AH YG PASTINYA. atu majal.

Also watching Knock Knock Loving You which is Taiwanesse. Im only watching it sal ada Ming Dao and ia HOTT inda ku tau napa. Prolly sal mcm melayu ada jua usulnya =.=" Or Not. He has appeal lah ah and macam apa saja drama ia ada, I know I'll end up loving the drama. Pasal ia ada. and gila kali urg taiwanesse punya badan lawa kan gila. macam tall and skinny as I will never be. Its Crazy. And rambut dorg lawa. Enough said.

anyways kan abis sudah buffering my heaven soooo a happy holidays (belated and advanced) to you all.

wai, i bet kau rindu aku.
=P

Alive and Well,

Fiqah=)

Sigh

2009-06-21T19:53:00.003+08:00

Chala eh. It's like everywhere I go I'm beggining to notice signboards and the roadlines. Macam, seriously chala jua tu. I'd even say I'm lame man. Yes lame hantap. Oh tadi bagas hantar me mum to the airport, she's going somewhere with her friends. My brothers, my dad and I on the other hand would go to KK tomorrow. Sigh. I'm kinda 50/50 on this trip. I want to cause it's fun; I don't want to cause my mum won't be there, I didn't even touched my homework and my project. Atulah ah. Anyways,

KAMU BAU. HAHA.

Sekali aku guilty arah the friends yang datang at my house tadi. =( I left them. Sigh.. Sorry dudes. Macam, jahat rasaku. Gah.

Bah eh aku blank. I see you.

2009-06-18T22:02:00.003+08:00

Everyone's sick. My family I mean. My mum and brothers lah ah. My dad sihat masih. XD HAHA APAKAN AKU AH.. Bored boy hantap so I took some pictures of well, messages. Inspired by Nickelback and yeah.. Thank you Nickel, saya akan cuba hidup sepertinya hari yang terakhir bagiku. Eseh. HAHA.

2009-06-17T22:10:00.000+08:00

I'M FREAKIN' BORED..

2009-06-17T19:11:00.004+08:00

It's been 4 days since last sekulah. I haven't done any work; no computing, math or physics or even a light read to get ready for my mocks. Ijapku eh. Gila kali.

Oh! Tadi aku abis udah krusus undang undang thingy. Macam, dman son. I think I should've let my parents give me the krusus. Sama jua wah ceritanya.. I don't get what they say janji aku pass exams then they think they win..

Something's bothering me right now. Inda pulangku kan cakap exactly what it is~ Hello~ But yeah adalah ah..

Oh there's this song aku suka hantap! At first I thought it was Indonesian tapi rupanya Malaysian and I tell ya.. Cool.

Dan Sebenarnya - Yuna

Me day

2009-06-16T18:46:00.003+08:00

So I woke up early today dalam pukul 8. Yes that's early for me. If it was 7 I'd say I was crazy. Sent my dad to the airport so on the way there I told him about Fiqah's driving lessons. Sekali udah atu baru ia membagi aku license L ku. Lupa ia membagi -___-. I applied to a driving school in the morning and had the undang undang lessons thingy that afternoon and was shocked to see Wina and Kwang there. I mean really, the odds of having the same school is like, 1/10. Haha.

It was raining hard as well macam memberijaplah ah..But emak I kata Syukurlah kerna dah lama tak hujan. HAHA. Eseh apanya~ Hahaha.. And for the record, I DON'T EVER WANT TO GO OUT WITH HARRIS EVER AGAIN UNLESS HE'S 16. -___-'

Term..inated.

2009-06-15T21:02:00.011+08:00

3RD TERM HOLIDAY HAD LANDED!

WE WISH Y'ALL A HAPPY ONE!

HAHA!

So I open with a picture of us both sick, limpang-limpang macam homeless dudettes with them di bawah kana brief oleh cigu Izam. HAHA. Sanggup lagi tu kami ah datang to practice. I was wondering why were we there, we could've just stayed home and rest.. Sigh I still wonder.

So Pesta Sukan Remaja was held yesterday and if you want to get an inside about it (which includes video of the performance) click here. Sadly I didn't bring my camera on D-Day, I brought it on a very boring day instead which didn't include any of us wearing the PSR clothes and such. Talur bah saya ah. Sigh.  It was a fun experience really. The moves were created in two days and we learned the whole lot in, also two days and though the week practice was excrutiating, it was still fun! Me and Fiq will miss the lot that we dance with; the teachers who were involved and yang datang support pun, we'll surely miss you guys! Haa! Sama the food, mun ada lagi, panggil tah kami. HAHA!  

Yang sebalah Cigu Redha atu Cigu PE to be tu ah. Hahah.

I did nothing today to officially start my holidays. XD Haha.. I just woke up, took my shower, ate and just lay down on my bed. Bliss yoh jangan jua! XD It was freaking fun! Hehe..

The view of my house tadi. XD

That's it for now, till then.

Yours Truly,
Wedah

2009-06-12T22:58:00.002+08:00

KAMI DAMAM.

SERIOUSLY KAMI DUA AH.

INDA CALI NI.

-____-'

Yours Truly,

Wedah

2009-06-11T21:27:00.002+08:00

HALLO!

Today marks the day that I am free... from exams! Haa! Tapi talur ah, I couldn't care less.. Payah =S so an hour time limit jadi a 45minutes-ish by yours truly.

So anyways, somehow me and the bini involved ourselves in the Pesta Sukan Remaja punya performance. In like, 3 days we managed to learn all the dancemoves. AWESOME KALI AH HELLO~ Hahaha.. the people involved are fun yaw so macam I think if I didn't join I'll be very sad. I mean I'm not saying just because you didn't that makes you the sad person.. Aku lah I mean. So the dancemoves awesome I'd have to say eventhough the music..crap =S. Tapi really, the ones in charge made the song cantik yaw~

4 days of going to the stadium at 10.30am-4/5pm you gotta love it XD. Skipping class.. Yes yes I do feel guilty about it but hey, duty calls. =P HAA! Sekali aku nada membawa cameraku kesana 4 hari ani.. Mcm paedah jua tu. Karang kamu cakap aku membual! FINE, wait for it on saturday..Woo! Sekali kan aku nada cakap sama ia pun which makes it sad. Well not really since aku macam like him when I see him so I guess I don't like him anymore. Well I may still like him considering the fact that when I see him I get the tingle but hey that may just be my habit which is yet to fade. You know. But hey, life goes on. APANYA~ HAHAHA..

Acne ku working up lagi ah -__-' Sedihku ni. Seriously I'm not being funny. Nalehku bepurdah around people. =( Ia pun aku nampak staring at it. Yeesh =(. Entah eh.

Nantilah I'll post some pics of it when I do take the pictures.

That's it for now.

PS: Aku in love with Yuna yang nyanyi - Dan Sebenarnya.

hee!

Yours Truly,
Wedah

LOVE =)

2009-06-05T18:23:00.001+08:00

A PIECE OF HEAVEN=)

thanks kuteeeenn^^,

Random

2009-05-22T12:42:00.005+08:00

Mau tau? Aku rasa everything's changing udah and it's not even end of year! Not in a bad way mind you.. And I'm not sure if it's for the better in the long run but.. It's awesome for now. Yes I'm rambling.

Kami As period masa ani jamo. Inda cali ni. HAHA. I have 3 more papers to go and after that I'm sorta free.. But mesti keep in my head, Project's due Aug on MY FREAKIN BIRTHDAY sama Mock exams on July. So yeah.. NICE..

Oh kami masa ani (I think) gushing on Suju's It's you, 2PM, Cinderella Man sama Romance Zero. HEHE.

Bah atu saja. XD

P.S: Insyallah shall be active after the exams.

Yours Truly,
Wedah

HEHE

2009-05-08T00:05:00.002+08:00

1] Two names flash in your mind?
- Syah sama Fatimah

2] Four things you are wearing right now?
- Tshirt, shorts, head ribbon sama undergarment? HAHA

3] Does someone love you?
- My parents I guess.. but that certain someone, alum bui.

6] Have you ever been in LOVE?
- Yes very.

7] Do you believe that every one has a soul-mate?
- I do but that doesn't mean they'd end up together.

8] What' s your current problem?
- Exams bui~

9] Have you ever had your heart broken?
- Pernah.. yatah hebat sangat bui~

11] which hurts most?
- Thinking that no body loves me.

12] How many kids do you want to have?
- Max 5.. hahah..

13] What is/are your favorite colors?
- Purple, White and Black.

15] Have you ever found it hard to tell anyone you like them?
- YES..Always have..

16] Imagine you're 40 & your spouse just died would you get re- married?
- I guess so.. I mean, 40..Muda jua masih tu indakah?

18] What song do you want played at your wedding?
- Lagu 'The Way I am' by Ingrid Michaelson and aku serenade ke laki. HAHA.

19] Do you like anyone?
- I like everyone? HAHA. Au banar.. Have changed in that sense.

20] Do you think the person you like likes you back?
- I don't think so..But I do hope for that.

21] Have you ever wrote a love song? poem?
- Au pernah and active time form 2-3. Now sikit sikit saja.

22) Do you want to get married?
- Yes I do.

23) Are you a shy person?
- Au bui.. Ganya inda tau malu lah ah kan minta tampar..

24) Did u have a good day today?
- Sadang~ It was fun at first but then went a bit down.

25) Where did u just get back from?
- Dining out.

26) What/Who are you thinking about ?
- Si Fiqah sama kakiku yang sajuk masa ani.

28) Would you ever go back to any of your past relationships?
- Still and have been single since..ever.

29) Who's the closest person to you?
- My amah. Au lai jangan tekajut..

Yours Truly,
Wedah

HAHA

2009-05-04T12:01:00.011+08:00

Au I know we've been on hiatus.. Pretty busy with exams coming and work shit etc. Well MS' Sports Day took place 2 weeks ago.. Nah the pictures.. Aku active arah facebook bah yatah nada arah blogger..HAHA!

First Picture of the day.

Seniors Laksamana.

Haha.. That's My lens.

Gambar Easi XD

Semangat aerobic seorang seorang. HAHA.

Another Easi XD

Before kami go and strut it.

Secret weapon pakai membutakan mata urang.

Poof!

Juniors Laksamana yang serba cute.

Gilerr Afieqah~

Pahlawan represents.

Junior si cute.

Shutter bug.

CONGRATS TO:

JUNIORS LAKSAMANA 2ND PLACE IN THE MARCH PASS

PANGLIMA ON WINNING THE FIELD PERFORMANCE

PAHLAWAN ON WINNING OVERALL SPORT'S DAY

HAHA

Yours Truly,
Wedah

Quick update cos Im not dead

2009-04-17T20:10:00.004+08:00

Hong incase kau offended pasal Awg Sabri ckap aku lupa padahal inda. I did remember that ESUK is BIRTHDAY MU so A HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY.

SYAH kau esuk nya HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTDAY LOVE. We is of missing you.

Yup all is hectic now as we should be supposedly ready for the upcoming sports day. Preparations preparations preparations. In other words Work Work Work. But all is fine. Work equals play anyway.

Currently Im obsessed with driving. Macam seriously i effing wanna drive and I think Im scaring my parents by always talking about it. WHATEVER SIUK USULNYA. No crap. I just wanna drive. What car I drive does not matter. Jangan saja kerita surung lah ah. Atu inda payah belesen. DOH=.="

I am also obsessed with RUSSELL PETERS. He is LOVE. We really should have a Russell Peters convetion. HAHAHA. Awesome itu teramat sangat.

Kemarin Speech Thingy not bad. Kami duduk di lantai arah audi yang atas sekali. We are too good for the green chairs. Siuklah kami duduk sebaris. Aini was awesome. I have to say. And no offence but the Form 4 punya speeches were a lil bit too serious. Like The Enviroment and Tips pasal Studying. The drama was ....... Crap. Sorry to say but u could have done better. I seriously didnt get the epic part and EWWW lucky tights? explicit jua tu. HAHA.

Softball was ok. Ball hit knee. Got new bruise. The bini wasnt there so I is with the other wife. FUN FUN FUN. especially the aftermath. THE MAKAN<33>

Hunting for songs,

=) Fiqah

why is it mun aku blog inda mau space?! inda jua rusak key Enter ku.

TODAY

2009-04-17T00:37:00.002+08:00

Pokoknya lah ah.. Everbody's stress. Pasal apanah? Exams? Well yeah but mostly pasal SPORT'S DAY especially the FIELD PERFORMANCE. Yatah sampai sampai berdoa supaya the Sport's Day cepat cepat tah kemari so that we can get it over with.. Heheh..

Apparently saya baru ingat that I have a Physics test on Saturday and I've yet to study. Sigh.. Membawa tah saya file hijau ni esuk ke sekulah. Paham paham tah tu ah bahapa.. Mun inda paham.. Mmbah sila terjun bangunan lah alamat tu.

Here's something personal..

I don't seek for love songs anymore, I don't relate love songs to anyone anymore and I don't see any reason why I should anymore..

So I is hembokaeyo right now..

Korean language thingy tu tapi hantam saja tia spellingnya.Yes? Hehe.

Tadi ada field event di padang belapan patang atu so kami prau2 kesana. Tengahari kami lunch di Impian Rasa then total was about $80 labih.. Sadly nada urang melanja.. Atu bayar sendiri tu ah. If kana lanja arga cematu AWESOME TU BUI! Hahah.. So after makan kami ke Stadium behimpit himpit 5 girls squish belakang ikut si Izzat.. Di dapan si Izzat sama si Naqiu.

Then di sana kami duduk sekajap then kami dangani Sir Azlan anukan Javelin. Hahah kesian Cigu Mizah cause she was actually looking for us ganya inda jua ia sadar wah kami malar melintas lintas ia atu.. so cute. HAHA. The Javelin thing was fun. Kami cheer for our batch, the teachers and for our own houses.. Then cali ada payung incident aku ketawa inda lagi sadar diri. Bida usul saya ketawa. Sekali sir Azlan annoying. Ermm.. then bini saya nampak very cute tadi so I is hope that certain guy tepikat berabis tadi kan dia. HAHA Fiq no need to say thanks *bows down* HAHA.

After that was done kami balik ke MS ikut si Izzat lagi and yeah it was fun begossip sama becali sama menyanyi sama memajal tukar station. HAHA. Yeah that was today.

Well paginya kami ke Audi meliat speech comp sama masa cca Laksamana practiselah ah.

Ok chaw!

Yours Truly,
Wedah

2009-04-10T01:29:00.003+08:00

ALLO.

Hahah..

Jahmal au lai lama udah inda beupdate..sorry readers (if we even have any).. Kami sibuk saja ah sama nada kan di tulis jamo..

Sibuk pasal apa you ask? Sibuk belajar kali? Well yeah that sama something else.. FIELD PERFORMANCE.. Batch kami semangat yaw ikut! Abis laki laki nya pun ikut menari ani wah inda chala mana tu! HAHA! Tapi cute lah bagiku.. Semangat waja atu ada bah and it is our last year juakan. Tapi..hahahah cute cute cute..

So semua tah kami mencari tempat kan belatih tu patang patang ah; yang lucky lucky dapatlah tempat yang awesome teramat sangat: Audi, Asrama Putri sama Gym.. Tarian macam macam di pikirkan apa.. Yang inda lucky tepaksa tah mencari class yang kosong that can fit 35 or more dancing students..Kami bini ani lagi inda sama houses and do you know how sad we are about this?! Nada time kan jumpa bebeh! Nada time! Gilerr! Sedih kali ah! Well I got one with me but the others?! daeng. Hahah.

Other than that As levels inda lagi lama and well to be honest I'm not doing the amount of work I should be and yes I know..I know.. I should.. AU I'M FREAKIN TRYING.. It's funny how it said 'June' As levels tapi most of my papers are on May. Macam, hmm.. Ok~*Russel Peter's accent*

AKU BARU SADAR WE DIDN'T WRITE ABOUT OUR HOLIDAYS!

Well nadakan di buat jua wah.. Aku seriously the ten days ke rumah cousinku saja yang kahwin and ke Padang belatih dance moves. Atu ganya wah banar tah. Unless you count our GP teacher lari during the holidays as something.. HAHA AU IA LARI. CALI JUA TU! Palaw macam amah lari saja. She just packed her bags, wrote a letter and asked her amah to pass it to her housemate, drove to the airport, left the car there and just went out of Brunei. Depressed jua tu! I think she is wah pasal asal mengajar ada tu ya becakap pasal divorcenya..Masih tah ia bitter tu wah ah.

The bini Fiqah I don't know what she did during her holidays you know.. and don't count on her to update soon.. You know how she is.. She prefers the oral update unlike saya yang lebih selesa dengan typing ini since if kamu inda paham buleh reread saja. HAHA.

Ooh.. Masa holiday saya ada crushinglah..Hahah cali pulang ah tapi yeah uu singan atu sajaku share share pasal malasku ka panjang panjang.. The feelings gone udah wah. HEHE.

Softball awesome teramat sangat jamo! Kamu yang inda pernah mencuba softball SHOULD TRY IT! Banar! It's rough, safe (so far), exciting and ada bola lah! Nothing can beat a game that involves bola.. HAHAHA..

Hmm, atu saja bebeh I've no idea what to type anymore. Sama malasku upload pics to show stuff.. My laptop's too slow to support my pictures. HAA apanya si Wedah ah~ UU~

HAHA I KNOW IT'S LATE AND I TRULY AM SORRY...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JAMALINA~ SEMOGA PANJANG UMUR, MURAH REZEKI AND HAPPY SELALU!

SI TUA~ HAHA..

Yours Truly,
Wedah

WISHLIST

2009-04-02T19:56:00.003+08:00

Nikon flash

The Nikon 18-70mm f/3.5~4.5 lens.

Tripod

Flash Diffuser

Nikon camera backpack

Beliur banar jua udahku tukan. HAA!

Yours Truly,
Wedah

2009-03-22T02:25:00.003+08:00

Many apologies to all friends of mine whom I've neglected for the past 3 days. Saya di rumah cousin saya saja yatah nada online juga and even if I would, I'd be neglecting the messages. Sorry yeah. =)

Yours Truly,
Wedah

We're Invited !!

2009-03-21T20:05:00.003+08:00

Invitation to all Pra U2 2009

Majlis Malam Bebedak Awangku Azlan Shah Bin Pengiran haji Ahmad a.k.a Sir Azlan=)

Pada : Hari Jumaat, 27 Mac 2009

Bertempat : No 142, Azza Villa, Spg 160-2, Kg Lambak, Jalan Berakas, Negara Brunei Darussalam.

Jam : 8.00 malam

Sorry I have to blog about it rather than liatkan the kad jemputan pasal the invitation masa ptg last day of school baru sir bagi so yeah=)

-Fiqah^^,

2009-03-16T18:47:00.006+08:00

Ok maybe it'll annoy people.

Since I'm not a Super Junior fan before this recent comeback of theirs.

And you people might get  pissed off on what I'm going to write about them..

Cause IT WILL SOUND MACAM SI TAIE..

Macam I'VE KNOWN THEM MY WHOLE LIFE..

Macam THEY'RE ALL MINE..

But screw it. I like this comeback of them so yeah..

LIVE WITH IT..

YOU'VE BEEN WARNED

Macam tah they know any of us anyway..

- The opening with the keyhole, dress ripping and pearls thing; I don't get it. Apakan ertinya tu? Does it signifies that SuJu has grown and have become peeping toms and that's why they said sorry? Cause they peeped through the hole and saw that? Apakan?

- All of them wearing suits; GILA HOT BEBEH JANGAN DI KACAU. They were all looking away from the camera jua kan and when they turned their heads to the camera and popped their body atu..DAMN~

- The position of the SuJus in the dance routine; Tarus wah kedapan yang pandai dance. Hankyung, Eun Hyuk, Sung Min and Dong Hae (I THINK). SUKA KU.. EUN HYUK FREAKING HOT MAN.

- Masa single shots of them; GILERR HOT LAH. Durang punya stares atu *wags* HOT! *wags* All grown up *wags* EXCEPT for Heechul. He just looks disgusting dengan dengan jarinya malar mentrace his jaw and lips. Macam, apakan -__-"

- NO OFFENCE, Ryeowook looks faggish masa ia nyanyi and kana focus ia. The way he moves his body while singing..Err..

- Sung Min; Giller sini terselah ya ah. Ganya lain I don't know why: the way he moves his body seems sexy, I mean I guess it's suppose to be ganya macam, yeah..faggish? Faggish pulang lagi si Ryeowook lah ah.

- HANDS DOWN Eun Hyuk has the BEST WARDROBE THERE. Hahah.. Number 2 si Han Kyung. Why he's in number 2? Pasal semua wardrobenya kana sama besuit so yeah.. Ganya ia bespec HOT. MY FAVE: EunHyuk's black suit with the black undergarment with the glove bebeh..HOT! Berabisly gangsta.

- The best dude yang duduk arah the rotating box has got to be si Han Kyung. MATI GILA KALI! Ia dengan dengan suitnya and specsnya atu wah! Duduk punnya perfection! Orgasmic berabis sexy! The right width of banggkang. HOT..! Gila eh -___-"

- Kang In macam kesian rasaku. Makin lampuh ah. CUTE PULANG MASIH ( Yes I'm biased here) ganya.. Sayang nada banyak kana focus (again, being biased). Rambutnya saya suka lah! XD

- KyuHyun, ermm..No comment pasal he's like in the back of my mind. Aku inda kehotan pun nor am I starting to like him. He looks like he's addicted to something..Not cocaine or ganja.. Sugar perhaps..Sama Gundam..

- Yesung atu gila kali macam si Lee Jun Ki usulnya eh. =S

- Dance durang COOL BERABIS.. Macam ikut the beats banar banar ani wah!

- If you'd notice, in the dance scene, they're only 11 of them. Kibum nada inda salahku.. Yang seorang lagi indaku tau. It's not clear who is who time durang dance.

- And si Kibum  closeup shots of him ganya ada.. Napakan? What's wrongkan?

- EunHyuk punya solo dance HOT! Gangsta banar..Macam instead of guns, he uses his skills *wags* HAHA.

- Lampuh lampuh pun si Kang In atu I didn't see his stomach bladdar bebeh!!! KYA!!

- HanKyung GILA KALI the way he stroke his body with tis hand when he sang part baybeh.. DENGAN DENGAN SPECSNYA! GAH!

- The 4 dudes and I think it was si HanKyung, EunHyuk, SungMin sama si DongHae punya shuffle meniyirng and kedapan atu VERY AWESOME GILA KALI. AKU JELES TERAMAT SANGAT. Aku mau belajar itu shuffle. GILA!

- Then in the end semua turun right and the last one standing si Heechul; APATAH TU?! All he did was trace his jaw and lips and sang one part. BAHH! WHATEVER!

Peace.

Yours Truly,
Wedah

Barney Stinson less than three

2009-03-15T10:34:00.003+08:00

Take a deep breath.

Do you smell that?

Im sure you did.

The scent is getting stronger by the day.

No doubt its the smell of the HOLIDAYSSS =)

For sure it aint much of a big deal seeing its just a week- minus Fridays and Sundays BUT STILL. THE HOLIDAYSSS.

=DDDD

Anyway kudos (i dont know what that actually means but i assume it means Congrats pasal ppl always say that in a cheerful way) to Wai who must have put a record for leaving things in the spur of the moment. Ani compliment ni Wai ah. I mean.. Who else would leave their own school bag arah kerita orang lain? *salutes* HAHAHA.

This week has prolly been one of the shortest. Mcm only three days of school. And i soo regretted not attending the Sports Selection. Macam siuk usulnya. Tapi panas. But whatever. Its history now. And Im not part of it.

Rambles.

Oh btw.. To Man U, bali tah keeper baru. Mun dapat yang matanya inda kabur. wawawawawa.

=) Fiqah

2009-03-13T19:53:00.002+08:00

It's that time of month again so right now I is really piss off bebeh. Macam macam buat aku piss off and I even think saya macam kana benci oleh kengkawan saya but I hope it'll pass.

Rabbits have not yet adorn my house.

Apakan masaalahya? What's wrong with rabbits? What's wrong with me wanting two? Seriously -__-'.

I've just realize that I have about 2 month 'till the As Levels.

Baruku sadar and it's freaking me out. Belajar kah sudah? Sudah tapi sikit banar banar so it can be considered s alum belajar jualah ah. Whatever.

I just found out that rabbits are made into satays.

Pasal siapa jua? Tu nah para jejaka dengan ku duduk physics masa Rabu. -__-' Satay..That's just wrong.

I miss Gigi T.Keith.

Au miss banar ani wah tapi saya tahu dia tidak suka saya pulang ah. Saya tahu dia tahu saya suka dia tapi dia berlakon buat duhh saja. Sedih saya teramat amat. Sadang jua lah. Buat kawan saja.. Sanang. No strings or feelings attached. Besides, saya masih muda dan kuat tenaga. =)

Saya tadi baru habis tengok movie Carolina Moon yang 'BUKU'nya awesome teramat sangat.

Tells the story of a psychic that went back to her hometown where her bestfriend was killed to make amends about it. Pokoknya, she ends up dating her dead friend's brother and the killer rupanya kawan abangnya itu selama ani and psycho berabis.

The movie sucked ass like shit.

Sucky banar banar gila kali tebakar mataku memikirkan. Both Tory and Cade in the movie are SO out from the character in the book. It pisses me off like shit. Taiee.

Yeah itu saja I see you nanti ^^,V

Yours Truly,
Wedah

2009-03-06T23:45:00.001+08:00

Saya is in love dengan ini punya lagu! The music rugged and the lyrics just clicks. Not catchy but click sajalah ah.. Hahah..


Yours Truly,
Wedah

MS Cross Country 2009

2009-03-01T01:46:00.004+08:00

WHO WON?

BOOYAH!!!

The bini bini besedia.

The laki laki.

The food by the guys' booth.

Food from the girls' booth.

The girls.

The guys yang bejual and inda belari. Who knew inda jua kana marahi. Haha.

At the finishing line.. Pics masa urang belari was taken by Fiqah =D

Ani wina yang take. Hahah..Siuk jua ah.

Segment merile up kan the juniors.. We're the seniors of all seniors beb!

Cuba kamu liat mua si Seng ah.

Seniors Laksa.. Well some of them but not mistaken, kan semua kami di siring pentas atu. Yakah? I think so. Well, tolak yang inda datanglah ah.

The captains ran up to the top kan mengibar bendera rumah mereka dengan semangat.

And Laksamana always at the topmost. HAHA.

Happy for a winner from their house. Hahah.

It was literally a winning battle.

Banar tah winning battle.

Perempuan ayu~ hehe..

Tu! Si Pong manang for our house! Laksamana!

Masa kana umumkan Laksamana manang..They were freakin oblivious of the principal on the stage. LOOK AT THAT!

The cheers from the juniors.

1,2,3 UIC!

Si Seng kana umban ah. Hahah..

Haha tsk tsk..

Yours Truly,
Wedah

Maximum Manipulation

2009-02-25T13:42:00.005+08:00

I'm bored as hell and I refuse to do homework so buat apa lagi? Edit the pictures that's been stored in my card.

The last 2 were untouched. Peace!

Yours Truly,
Wedah

2009-02-18T18:50:00.001+08:00

NOW THAT'S WHAT YOU CALL KILLER!!

GILERR BEBEH KILLER! *DROOL*

Yours Truly,
Wedah

-__-'

2009-02-17T19:15:00.002+08:00

Talur kali -__-'

My mum picked me up at 4 something tadi. Sekali saya minum bersama dia dan ayah saya serta sahabatnya. So the place; I don't like. Banyak kucing. I hate cats. So anyway, abis makan apa itu ini, my dad cerita-ceritakan pasal cats. Sekali inda semana-mana ada tia this cerita pasal kucing wah and I joined in the middle of the story and it went like this:

Dad: Au eh! Si kadir wah ma ah.. Ya Allah.. Mun ya nampak kucing pantang wah! Mun kucing melintas abis bah di raumnya sampai mati. Anak kucing! Abis patah mematah bah di raumnya banar banar di anunya! Kucing si Yunus! Anu yang jenis kucing tabal ah! Si Yunus memiggang kan sekali ada si Kadir, abis bah! Di raum nya ambilnya dari tangan si Yunus ah!

Kawan ayah saya: Au wah Si Kadir ah ingatku tu eh! Asal nampak si Kadir sorang sorang beteriak "Si Kadir! Si Kadir!" Si momad (my uncle) wah tu ada kah!

In my head all I thought was.. GILA kali lelaki si Kadir ani! Jahat sampai abis kucing patah mematah ulehnya! Gila! Sekali ku tanya mamaku..

Me: Ma Siapa kan si Kadir ani?

Mamaku: Kucing mulah ninimu dulu.

PALUI -__-'

Catulah.. Aku inda ingat lagi.. But seriously si Kadir -__-'

Reminds me of Sulaiman sama si Setan.

NEED TO DO MORE. Haha.

Yours Truly,
Wedah

Random thoughts

2009-02-16T19:01:00.003+08:00

Haha pantun itu memang gilerr bebeh! Killerr!

Tadi aku sama Fiqah lari arah the cross country route. Kan matui kuyuk sana sini and yeah..Naleh.

I was really tired tadi pasal malamnya aku akhir tidur. And I'm not asleep yet..

I miss engkau yang serba sexy *wags* Haha.

Anyway so far lah ah.. I think I'm running on the right route. =)

I've yet to get hooked with the hooker. I hope I remember to bring it to school tomorrow.

Aku lama udah inda check lagu apa ada yang lawa.

I think lagu Greenlight is VERY sexy. If a guy would sing that song to me I'd be very attracted. Lowa bah lagu ah itu baru namanya sexy song *wags* You know. *wags*

HAHA au I know lambat aku ah pasal lagu ah but screw it. I'm jut really prejudice yatah lambat kan kelawaan barang and crap.

Seriously that song is very sexy. It's like a box of fine truffle chocolate.. The name sounds cheesy and it does reminds you of mushrooms but when you eat one it's the Best. Thing. Ever.

Au talur bunyinya but screw it.

Haha I see you later~~

Yours Truly,
Wedah

Rambles

2009-02-14T21:24:00.003+08:00

Tadi masa lunch kami membuat "rhymes". It can and shall be the future lullaby for babies. Atau words of wisdom or inspirational quotes of the future =)

Untuk GG :

"Alo, My name is Mr. Lohan,

I come from Japan,

Im 5ft tall and have a tan,

Im searching for a man. "

Untuk Buntal :

"Ui Wang, Behapa kau?

Behapa kau tadi di luar atu?

Cali usulmu, Kau pigang penyapu,

Talur usulmu ada jua macam babu"

Si Wai tu punya keraja. Nada keraja banar. Kali lapas atu we went to the gym to harass the P.E teachers : Sir Azlan and Sir Barney Fart-a-lot. And what do we get? FERRARO ROCHER. Pasal Sir Azlan cakap kami nada Valentine. Right. I ended the visit with applying finishing touches arah mapnya.

Will kacau again this Monday.

Sigh. Its quite depressing to spend a Saturday night dapan laptop but Im not complaining.

Double Sigh.

-Fiqah

In Denial

2009-02-09T20:12:00.002+08:00

Goodbye is such a misleading word. I mean when you say it, you dont really mean it, you say it just to be polite. BESIDES you know that deeeeeep down inside its NOT goodbye. Its NOT a parting. BECAUSE you WILL see that person soon. Maybe not tommorow. Maybe not this week. But soon is assuring enough.

So YOU, you know who you are - I am respecting your wishes not to expose your identity but people will figure it out soon - I wont say goodbye but I wish you all the best on the starting of your journey. Its what you wanted and I am happy that youve actually going to achieve it.

I will always cherish what we have. That does not mean I wont miss you cause you've been a part of me for a looong time that I feel Ive taken it for granted. The memories we had are too much to be listed out but it will all forever be carved in my heart.

Yes I sound lesbi-ish. Biar tia aku Homo moment. Bukannya selalu.

Anyway. I'll see YOU soon mate=)

lessthanthree, Fiqah

Rambles

2009-02-07T21:22:00.004+08:00

Yes ladies and gents; NEW LAYOUT.

Gila kali naleh ku memikirkan bah layout ah..AND IT'S NOT EVEN FINISHED YET.

I don't get it. I put my time and sweat on these layouts and I should get tired of it. You know, customizing layouts just 'for a blog,' a mere blog that not many even reads. But I'm not. Seriously, I freakin love it. The thought of changing it sends shivers up my spine and thoughts of paning crap just won't come up; udah ku abis baru tah.

Anyway,

Tadi saya akhir bangun and I was late for school.. 3 minutes late I think so taruslah ah aga my regis teacher who was teaching next door. I was hoping for sympathy.. And I got it. TEEHEE. =3

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Today was VERY uneventful.

Saya sukalah lagu ah.. Pictures of you ah. Payahku mencari since I can't remember names well. Lama dah inda tengok lagu lagu baru.. I'm getting behind on it. Speech's due on monday and I've yet to start.

I'm doing one on Twilight: Is it that good?

Lawa tajuknya? Ok kah?

Yours Truly,
Wedah

2009-02-07T17:55:00.000+08:00

EDITING IN PROGRESS

JUST WAIT FOR IT

2009-02-06T11:41:00.002+08:00

My room's really cold right now and I'm not even turning on the fan or AC.

Bahapa saja saya?

I've been watching 2Days1Night..Utube..

Boys before flowers aku baru abis liat ep 10 tadi..

I'm still in my pyjamas..

Sajuk eh talur kali.

I like rain; tapi if its ujan panas lagiku suka. I mean, rain sama sunshine wah at the same time!

Kemarin kami house meet and I don't got no pictures to show. =(

My camera's with my aunt di Brisbane so I've to wait for tomorrow.

So anyway I've been doing my work very well. I haven't study regularly yet tapi I'm getting there. Konsentrasi saya meningkat untuk Computer dan Physics sudah; saya perlu kan nya untuk Math sama GP lagi. Semua kerja saya buat kecuali Math; entah kenapa aku tidak mau buat.. Saya tidak suka numbers.

Pelajarku makin banyak numbers! Gila kali.

Sekali ada classmate computer saya bawa booklet Warwick Uni kemarin. Gila excited saya menengok.. Booklet jua ganya. -__-'

Sekali Ms.Robina becakap pasal Brunei. Dia kata kami patutnya berasa sungguh beruntung kerana mempunyai Kad IC berwarna kuning.

I couldn't agree more.

Rehat and Lunch was boring kemarin. I've no idea why.. Maybe semua were not in the mood.

And lagipun there's a friend of ours yang kan terabang..

Bah atu saja.

Yours Truly,
Wedah

2009-02-03T19:46:00.003+08:00

Talur eh piss off tadi. Gay.

Anyway,

Tadi aku sekulah! Was fab, did alot shrieking time computer, time di library and in between walks to classes just to let off some steam. What kind of steam? Maybe the flabbergasted ones.

Sekali kami (the computer students) dangani Mr.Chong with his books dari pukul 1-2. The 4 of my friends (Insy,Hafiz, Pejun and Nuren) wrote the number codes on the book whilst I carry and stacked them on the trolley. In 45 minutes we managed to do 400 books. Inda bangga mana tu bui~ And Mr.Chong said he deals with 4 thousand of those per day. Gila jua tu. =(

And he said he's open if anybody wants to help him =D.

Maybe it's just me but I think the canteen food makin bland. Nada lagiku beliurkan belari kebawah and bali that kind of makanan like I used to. Too many oily ones. Maybe I should look at the other canteen I guess. Gila aku baru sadar aku lama dah inda aga the canteen yang jual minuman!

And miraculously I did my Physics tadi patang di library! I managed doing that and joked around with bebehs ku.. inda handal mana bui. Did 9 Qs in an hour. An accomplishment even I say so myself.

Aku annoyed.. Manly berabis eh.

That's it =D

Yours Truly,
Wedah

2009-02-02T13:34:00.003+08:00

Aku absent tadi. Aku inda mau bagitau pasal apa.

Anyway,

Pines ah. Au cool saya suka. Saya lagi suka tempat itu dari Excapade. Masa 1st time ke Excapade ah, sakit atiku nada kayang, tapi 1st time ke Pines, gila kanyangku bui. Inda payah order extra, ku order yang main course nya saja. Gila sakit parutku kembungkayangan.

Sekali balian kami tiga $20 saja. Gila.

Pasal discount 20% pulang since durang baru buka but still! Gila.

Aku suka chopsticknya basi ah sama sudunya yang panjang handlenya.. Very korean.

And masa kami makan atu I hear lagu korea, saya suka.

Just don't order the sushi in my opininon. Excapade punya sushi is better I guess.

Palaw wah si fiqah ah ia cakap Pines ia punya version dapan dapan mamaku and aku karau menahan ketawa sekali rupanya si fiqah cakap pines catu pasal ia inda sadar. -__-'

Ok that's it.

Yours Truly,
Wedah

To be young again.

2009-02-01T18:42:00.003+08:00

I wish i was five. The only thing I'd worry about is pukul berapa main Ultraman so I wont miss it.

I wish i was six. I can play the swing the whole day.

I wish i was seven. I'd only have to make ten sentences for my composition. But sadly im *GASP* seventeen. I guess its worth a try :

1. Nama saya Dk Nurul Afiqah Pg Suhaimi

2. Umur saya tujuh belas tahun.

3. Saya menuntut di MSPSBS.

4. Saya tinggal dalam rumah.

5. Saya suka makan kwe tiaw basah.

6. Saya suka minum air.

7. Hobi saya adalah tidur.

8. Pada masa lapang saya suka tidur.

9. Saya ada seekor kucing.

10. Kucing saya amat hodoh.

Mun cematu O Level A1 sudah tu BM ku. JAN BAGAI!!

Sooo anyway. Tadi wah. Kami ke Pines Restaurant. Mun kamu baca in a malay way lain tu bunyinya. mun paham lah ah.

Iatah kami ani makan kan. Banyak makanan nya datang. Kali kami minum. Pastu kami menyibuk jap. Kali kami bayar. Terpegun kami. Pasal kami 3 orang makan total nya $20.00. Macam Whoaaaa. Sadang.

The food was great. Si wai makan Bimbap. I think. Which is nasi sama kimchi. sama seaweed. saya macam2 lah. Banyak lah side dishes nya. Si syah makan Kimchi Fried rice. Nyaman. And Padas. Aku makan noodle soup. Simple. Its , as u know by now, a korean restaurant. The atmosphere was nice. Pleasant lah ah. TVXQ ada. BoA ada. Rain ada. Catulah. Bukan pulang in person, mind u. Atu banar. Inda ku balik.

And the waiter and waitresses BAIK TERAMAT SANGAT. Sakit kepala ku mikirkan. Pasal aku takut. HAHAHAHA, Luan baik ani wah. Sama the toilet is very civilised. haha.

next time we should try the bbq thing. Pasal the thingy that protudes out of the ceiling is cool.

Kali kami liat Pertempuran Pengantin Perempuan. Sungguh seronok. Si wai sungguh seronok sampai jacketnya tanpa di sedari membawa balik sebiji bertih jagung.

Overal a productive Sunday. Pictures arah Syah.

=) Fiqah

2009-01-31T18:44:00.001+08:00

I'm still proud of myself for what happened Thursday. WAHAHAHA..

Anyways, masa Thursday results for O, A and As were out; and that's not what I'm proud about. My results were not good man. Sasak saja. Sigh.

Yours Truly,
Wedah

Hopefully a decent update =D

2009-01-27T13:36:00.005+08:00

Di malam wah aku liat this sinetron..

Usually, well, memang tatap pulang ah, I don't get caught up with sinetrons.. Pernah 2 saja.. Hikmah sama 1 more tapi I don't remember. The other one was FREAKIN SHORT so sanang atiku meliat. Hikmah, I watched like the first 40 eps? Then tarus melumpat ke last ep. HAHA.

Anyway.

Yatah this sinetron namanya Hareem; It's about a Kampong girl kana bawa ke bandar oleh papanya sekali rupanya his dad bawa ia ke tempat Kanjeng kah namanya the dude, pasal kan kawinkan ia arah si Kanjeng ani. The girl inda tau yang ia kan kana kahwinkan, yatah masa si Kanjeng tau yang the kid inda tau marah ya pasal ia inda mau the girl kahwin sama ia pasal kana 'paksa.' But in the end the girl kawin jua sama ia pasal ia kesiankan papanya yang kana tumbuk tumbuk pasal hutang. Sekali the girl pikir she's the 1st wife sekali rupanya she's the 4th. Yatah gila! The girl was the same age as his daughter! So in a way nampak lah the things that shall happen to her.

The 3rd wife jahat, anak anak Kanjeng jahat and yeah..atu lah so far..

Macam, malas tiaku kan meliat.. Pasal if aku liat jua, I just know aku sakit ati karang ni.. Ah well.

I did get hooked on this Malaysian drama.. Namanya Rona Roni Makaroni.. Inda pulangku avid but I watched it because of the guy and aku kehandsoman ganya urang lain inda kehandsoman so aku hairan kenapa durang inda kehansoman but whatever janji ku bahagia.

DUA BENDA INI HILANG DARI BILIKKU.

Sasak juaku tu. Kanak kanak tu!

Around saya.

HAHA aku sakai Photoscape.

Yours Truly,
Wedah

For The Sake Of An Update.

2009-01-24T20:50:00.003+08:00

Anu bah macam atu macam ani.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CXATcZFAHwI

Click that.

Pastu liat masa 1:07 and the few seconds after it. TAG to let me know what you see.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA=)

Fiqah=D

2009-01-22T23:08:00.003+08:00

Now I know who you chose. I mean really friend, is that how you see us as? Some kind of 'thing' that you can discard just as you please just because we may not be as cool or outgoing as 'them'? Just because we express ourselves differently, unlike 'them'? Just because we befriend someone else with no disregard to 'your' feelings just because you hate them? Well, now I know where your loyalty stands.

I hope you're happy, I hope you guys be friends forever and I hope.. For your best.

***

This week has been hectic. Not in the physical state, but in the mind. There's just too much going in my mind that it just keeps pushing me down; way, way low. I don't know why I should feel this really. I mean, I shouldn't. Jealousy, hatred, sad , insecure; entah eh. It pisses me off as well. I was hoping for you to be around but you weren't there. I was hoping to hear your voice but it's getting distant and I was hoping that you could say something, anything even a mutter.. But nope, nada, nothing.

What is up with this I ask. Ujan ani kali jua wah.. My family's sick and I think I'm catching it as well. Sakit ni kepala saya. Hahah. Sigh..

I've lost 2 people that I adore.. And both went to the same person.

Inda gay mana tu..

Gay berabis..

Yours Truly,
Wedah

2009-01-21T17:39:00.003+08:00

Bunut Banjir bebeh!

But thankfully foundation kami tinggi sikit compared to the other houses so yeah selamat lah. =) My dad and brothers went out to help our neighbours and aku.. tidur. Hehe. Au wah au wah I felt guilty when I drifted to dreamland but apakan daya, my dad jalan udah.

And last night was Obama's inauguration. I didn't stay tune to watch the whole thing.. Lama wah and I wanted to see Obama's oath. Not the singing.

Tapi cali wah. A few days back, I told my brother what's inauguration.

Sekali adiku, Udin atulah ah.. Last night as the inauguration starts, the brother of mine knocked my door and shouted, "Ka Ydah! Ka Ydah! Obama punya inauguration starting!" Sekali I said "Au au.." so I went out. Then udah my brother nampak aku keluar on the way tia ia ke biliknya sekali ku tanya, "Inda kau meliat inauguration atu?"

Sekali ia cakap, "Inda I'm not American." Then tutupnya tia pintunya.

So I was left with the -__-' expression.

Haha.

Yours Truly,
Wedah

2009-01-16T11:26:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! CALI CALI CALI!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Yours Truly,
Wedah

di kepala saya XD

2009-01-14T16:07:00.002+08:00

Yours Truly,
wedah

2009-01-13T13:24:00.006+08:00

AKU PISSED OFF.

Why?

Because of this certain person who's a bastard.

I'd like to call him Mafakar.

Yes, Mafakar.

I was freaking late today and I got mad at my parents for making it so. They got mad back and I just shut my mouth after that. I feel guilty; am still for blaming them but sigh, I still blame them for today.

Anyway,

I'm thinking Mafakar should realize that he's very rude. Very, very, very rude. Macam minta tampar rudenya. I get what I did but seriously dude, you're the ONLY person in this whole wide world who's that.. Bastardly Mafakar. I can't describe the hatred but it's enough to say that,

when I see you or even think of you like what I'm doing right now..

I just feel like staking you at the chest.

I hate you Mafakar, go back to where you came from..

Hell.

Annoyedku banar tah rasakan di latuk.

Yours truly,
Wedah

2009-01-11T16:11:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 16TH MY ALMOST BELOVED BROTHER!

The one at the right.

So apa ada? Nada apa apa.. Nada main Budi ni ah. Just school (pfft), Homework (double pfft) and resting after school. Oh I did go absent for 2 days because I was sick.. But.. Yeah that's it.

Ah tadi saya bersihkan bilik saya.. Yatah gila tebakar mataku meliat bersih. Well not 'that' clean but yeah.. It's clean to my standards. Sekali saya cuba drive kereta Toyota land cruiser merah ayah saya. Gila kali sakit kepala memikirkan.

Yeah that's it.

Yours Truly,
Wedah

1st Day

2009-01-05T19:57:00.007+08:00

Kan ke sekolah:

Weh - I woke up early; had difficulties sleeping as I was nocturnal during the holidays. Had my shower, put on my uniform and went downstairs at about 6.10am. When it was 6.30, I wondered why mamaku alum turun turun.. Rupanya alum bangun! So I woke her up and kami jalan dalam pukul 7.03. Inda akhir mana bui.. Datang sekolah at 7.33 am. My habit is yet to change.

Fiq - Wai kau bau=P. My day started off nicely despite the fact that it was a monday and the weather was perfect for sleeping in YET i managed to drag thyself to the bathroom to start off the day. I had my new shoes on which looked crap but SOOO COMFY that i didnt care how ugly it looked.

Di skulah :

Auditorium

Weh - I came in (as usual) late. Awal awal masuk takutku cause I didn't see any gray in the mess, just purple. But then nah ada tia some gray at the far end. Paling scary at that time was that I said good morning to the Principal. Takutku kali ah gila.. Yeah found bebehs semua and sat with them. I gave them the bracelets I promised and yeah.. Banyak talk lah masa atu especially for us since ada Sixth Form Comittee (SFC) and I SERIOUSLY WANTED TO SLEEP MASA ATU GILA KALI TEBAKAR MATAKU. SAKIT WAH KEPALAKU. GILA.

Fiq - We had to seat on the floor in front of the blue kerusi. Nya syah macam urg kan meliat concert. i disagree. bagi ku cam indons di bandar nunggu bas ganya nada tampat duduk. Bayangkan lah. =D Well except kami bisai lagi usul kami pasal kami pakai uniform yang serba putih. Wai bagi galang yang awesome teramat sangat saya suka. THANKSSS.

Registration

Weh -It was supposed to be Mr.Saxon but then ia inda tau ia regis kami so we had to wait outside our class (it was locked). PANAS KAN MATI. But then ok tia lah udah si Haziq panggil. Ganya tukar udah lah ah.. Jadi Ms.Rahimah.

Fiq - I have Ray George =P

Break

Weh -Aku lupa that I was hungry, so I just had water and cerita sama durang. And aku relax kepala saya di sana.

Fiq - Usual.

Periods after break

Weh -I had GP and Physics. WE WON'T BE HAVING ANY TEACHERS FOR GP 2 WEEKS ANI! hahah.. I've no idea what to be excited about since we haven't even started but yeah.. Physics ok, aku takut cause that subject is freakin hard so I was calculating on how to be good there whilst listening to Ms.Rahimah talk. I is scared for Physics.

Fiq - Maths and GP. Cikgu Farid and Ray George respectively.The only interesting thing was that kami semua kana suruh diri atas kerusi. =.=" manasajatah.

THE END

Yours truly,

Wedah

Lubbs,
Fiqah

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